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this is a serious thread
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wow, I don't even know where to start.
but a good place is from the beginning.
what was it, two weeks ago?, the count by yourself thread was deleted, along with ~700 of my posts.
this seemed like the end of the world to me, because you know, I'm always collecting my next aesthetic badges, and that's a major setback, even though I could keep the badges.
but while I was being a selfish jerk, I didn't realize the setback for house targaryen.
from second place, we dropped to third, defeated by the greyjoys.
and if I'm being honest, I was mourning my lost post count.
in the spirit of honesty here, I was not even ashamed, I was embarrassed.
worried what kps would think of me.
the thought of my house and event didn't even strike my mind.
until today.
today was a different day.
sunny for once in northern wisconsin, where it had been 30 and raining for a week straight.
I woke up at 10:00, smiling drowsily in the warm sun rays, and thought to myself,
"it's going to be a great day."
I was so wrong.
I logged into kps a little while later to find my heaps of notifications like usual.
I sorted through them, and saw @KimTaehyung 's tag in the counting game. (btw, great name change)
so I was a bit worried when I clicked onto it, and then my heart plummeted.
the 17 pages that mainly consisted of @Seokjin and I counting and joking were all considered as spam.
all of them
now, our badges and posts stayed the same, but that was a small comfort (especially since my aesthetics are ruined by the 6 badges thing)
all I could think about this time was
"holy shit I promised"
because you see, I promised @bulletproof
I promised @Jimimis
I promised @Xeulgi
I promised @Yeontae
and I promised @mysteric ,
who said that "the others may be families, but we're the only cult."
that those days were over. that I wouldn't be caught spamming again.
I promised
and ask anyone, even @goyo , I keep my promises.
I had hit rock bottom.
I'm not a selfish person.
I'm not a person who thinks about herself first.
and I realized this today.
I met one of my closest friends @mysteric through this cult
I met @bulletproof through this
I made so many connections through this
I had a family/cult through this
when I applied for positions, I shared them with you.
and now I've ruined everything
I let down targaryen not once, but twice
so, from the bottom of my heart,
i'm so, so, sorry
-
wow, I don't even know where to start.
but a good place is from the beginning.
what was it, two weeks ago?, the count by yourself thread was deleted, along with ~700 of my posts.
this seemed like the end of the world to me, because you know, I'm always collecting my next aesthetic badges, and that's a major setback, even though I could keep the badges.
but while I was being a selfish jerk, I didn't realize the setback for house targaryen.
from second place, we dropped to third, defeated by the greyjoys.
and if I'm being honest, I was mourning my lost post count.
in the spirit of honesty here, I was not even ashamed, I was embarrassed.
worried what kps would think of me.
the thought of my house and event didn't even strike my mind.
until today.
today was a different day.
sunny for once in northern wisconsin, where it had been 30 and raining for a week straight.
I woke up at 10:00, smiling drowsily in the warm sun rays, and thought to myself,
"it's going to be a great day."
I was so wrong.
I logged into kps a little while later to find my heaps of notifications like usual.
I sorted through them, and saw @KimTaehyung 's tag in the counting game. (btw, great name change)
so I was a bit worried when I clicked onto it, and then my heart plummeted.
the 17 pages that mainly consisted of @Seokjin and I counting and joking were all considered as spam.
all of them
now, our badges and posts stayed the same, but that was a small comfort (especially since my aesthetics are ruined by the 6 badges thing)
all I could think about this time was
"holy shit I promised"
because you see, I promised @bulletproof
I promised @Jimimis
I promised @Xeulgi
I promised @Yeontae
and I promised @mysteric ,
who said that "the others may be families, but we're the only cult."
that those days were over. that I wouldn't be caught spamming again.
I promised
and ask anyone, even @goyo , I keep my promises.
I had hit rock bottom.
I'm not a selfish person.
I'm not a person who thinks about herself first.
and I realized this today.
I met one of my closest friends @mysteric through this cult
I met @bulletproof through this
I made so many connections through this
I had a family/cult through this
when I applied for positions, I shared them with you.
and now I've ruined everything
I let down targaryen not once, but twice
so, from the bottom of my heart,
i'm so, so, sorry
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