Neurodivergent
I show my love in different ways and receive it differently

not that I dont enjoy the usual give and take but these feel like being seen
ADHDers are always hyperfixating and can hyperfixate on a person and just randomly make them a whole thing

which is what I do

tho I try to limit it cuz I dont get much back and that hurts

I wanna send 10 long messages and be sent back a response for all of them with their thoughts, opinions and whatever else it made them think of

Almost no one ever talks like that tho,

there are always conversation lulls, them not wanting 3 completely different convos going on at once or choosing to give short responses or skipping/dry texting, only with my best friend does that happen

I will feel so happy because of a good conversation with a friend, Idk if u've expirienced such a thing but its like being in love and not wanting to stop talking no matter if its late or there's stuff to do because talking with them makes you SO HAPPY

I want to be talked to like that and I wish people would surprise me with gifts

I never ask because then they might do it cuz they feel obligated to

I make and give surprise gifts because I hyperfixated on that person and making THEM happy makes ME happy, I dont NEED something in return

but no one ever spontaneously chooses to make me smth and I dont think they know exactly how much I would APPRECIATE and LOVE that, I might end up making you smth back just cuz I felt so loved by it!
I just want a friend who talks with me the way I do or wants to surprise me for no reason

also remembering things? I love it when someone remembers details abt me

so I try to remember about others

I get so surprised when anyone remembers anything abt me cuz on default, i expect they will forget