I feel so bad for her, she looked so sad. As long as she's happy with her choice, and it seems like she doesn't regret it, then that's what matters most. I hope she's able to be even more famous in the future and achieve great things. I don't blame her for wanting to not go back, being an idol is incredibly hard. I know for a fact I couldn't do it, and I admire those that are able to keep up with everything that comes with being one. That being said, I don't see anyone, including Soeun, as any less for deciding it's not for them anymore. Why would I? That's not right at all. They should choose what's best for them and makes them happiest (with reason and legal limits obviously).