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avoiding responsibilities 
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doing activities that require feeling rather than doing numbing activities
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i wish i felt nothing
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it's easier to be numb and live life like that
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not so much motivation, but to go between numbness and feeling is really exhausting mentally and physically and i dont feel safe enough to feel right now
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jumping into the deep end but i can't do that since tomorrow is going to be a hard day mentally so i'm going to cry tomorrow and not today (i cried for like 20 mins during my lunch in my car and it gave me some relief)
but i can't do that since tomorrow is going to be a hard day mentally so i'm going to cry tomorrow and not today (i cried for like 20 mins during my lunch in my car and it gave me some relief)
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i'm calling the police i love it
i love it