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Moguri
why?
why?
Harmony_Starz
Its not physical, just mental my ADHD is just making such a mess of my life and I wish it'd just stop I had a coding project given to me by my uncle 4 months ago and it was SUPPOSED to take like a week more at best and be finished, a month if you were super generous, nope, I took 4 months extra why? Because as I was working on the project, I found something I didn't quite know how to handle and also at the same time, we went to my grandmas place where my brother was no longer supervising how it was going and so I got paralysed and procrastinated on the project for 4 months and now after spending the past few weeks trying and trying to get myself to work on it, I finished passing that hurdle and y'know how long it took? like 3 hours at best I KNEW the entire time that if I could only make myself work on it, it would be done in a day but I just couldn't do it beforeand now the rest of the project is mostly easy so I'm finally able to work on the rest of it and finish it
I'm really really tired of having to manage this brain tho It never does anything I want without me having to fight it tooth and nail,, 5 years of dealing with my adhd and every single year has been a fight with my brain and it still hasn't fully recovered from my burnout last year which is why I am unable to keep up my social life I feel so horrible for leaving everyone on read but responding feels like a demand and my mind is tired of demands and makes replying feel like a huge chore
my ADHD is just making such a mess of my life and I wish it'd just stop I had a coding project given to me by my uncle 4 months ago and it was SUPPOSED to take like a week more at best and be finished, a month if you were super generous, nope, I took 4 months extra why? Because as I was working on the project, I found something I didn't quite know how to handle and also at the same time, we went to my grandmas place where my brother was no longer supervising how it was going and so I got paralysed and procrastinated on the project for 4 months and now after spending the past few weeks trying and trying to get myself to work on it, I finished passing that hurdle and y'know how long it took? like 3 hours at best I KNEW the entire time that if I could only make myself work on it, it would be done in a day but I just couldn't do it beforeand now the rest of the project is mostly easy so I'm finally able to work on the rest of it and finish it I'm really really tired of having to manage this brain tho
It never does anything I want without me having to fight it tooth and nail,, 5 years of dealing with my adhd and every single year has been a fight with my brain and it still hasn't fully recovered from my burnout last year which is why I am unable to keep up my social life I feel so horrible for leaving everyone on read but responding feels like a demand and my mind is tired of demands and makes replying feel like a huge chore
Moguri
well it sounds a bit extreme, but it's good you could overcome that hurdle
if something feels like a chore and you get no enjyoment out of it, it's probably best to not do it
if something feels like a chore and you get no enjyoment out of it, it's probably best to not do it