mental illness

I try to stay positive, but these dark thoughts always haunt me I feel weak willed and cannot just seem to think clearly I have to attend a social group but idk I do not seem interested anymore. I just want to be left alone.

@Fallout I sometimes cannot handle it it's drains me mentally and emotionally. I've never really been cleared in my mind either they laugh at me a lot as well.

It's annoying because no one believes you. feels like my brain is haunted. How do I stop this, medications aren't even working. and the imagery is scary as well as the echoed voices.

It makes my life intolerable at times. especially when they tell me to isolate myself and make threats towards me. I am taking an anti-psychotic drug. But it only does half the job. Myself trying to ignore it only works to a certain degree, Hallucinations go hand in hand as well. seeing all...