my life

I'm making jam! It's the best jam with apples and a berry I don't know the English word for! (It's shaped like a raw berry, but it is purple and grows in the wild...) I haven't made this for like 2 years now bcs last time we made a really big batch!

My life has gotten so complicated... I am just really at a breaking point and I feel like screaming or crying or I don't know what, but I can't. Most likely I will be kicked out of my school in like a weeks time! Fun ain't it! I won't go into reasons, but it is kinda my own fault, but it is...