sigh

Is all fun and games till that name crisis hits :crycry:

I am so sick and tired of this rain and gray and especially this nasty wind >_> that is all

it's 4 am and I woke up from a nightmare caused by an asmrist saying "sleep sleep sleep...." which my brain has turned into "slip slip slip....* when I was dreaming that I was flying (and also fighting some kind of BTS yellow paper plane) ???? idek ...

I think this is weird because it isn't exactly a rational way to handle things, but for example, some things I do.. the worse I feel, the more I isolate myself even though it only causes me to fall even deeper into despair. And I also only listen to depressing music and don't leave the house if...