They live so far away, last time I saw them was 18 years ago - awkward silence, zero interest on any part. I do have 4 cousins, I know their names but I don´t even know their ages. I know three of them are parents. I know one of my cousins has a daughter who is 6 and I always buy her expensive clothes just because. My father usually goes and visits his nephew, but we have spoken like two sentences in our whole lives. He has never even said thank you. My other cousin has two children and another one one son I believe.
My grandparents are mostly dead apart from my 89 years old grandfather - proud, strict man of few words. I feared him as a child and I don´t think he wanted it to be different.
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to actually have a big, lovely family, but nagh, why worrying. I just hope they live their lives well and think about them like once a year :). Hope they get hiccups.