Okay basically, I am a former Onehallyu and akp user. you can call me ripia. I havent touched a thread in ... damn like 9 months.. probably the longest time in my life lmao I mean since 2013 probably my longest hiatus.
I have been thinking of returning to forum life for about a month now maybe more. It's not that I fell out of love with thread making or kpop. I really could never. its like embedded into my damn mind to make threads. It's just the drain it was having on me on the community side, its like I felt as tho there were a thousand eyes on me at all times. I felt like I couldnt breathe and I felt like a disturbance. It was like forcing myself to be somewhere just because I have a right to be.
the reason why I registered here is kinda embarrassing. I was unsure if my thread making talent or skill was still there. I really mean it when I say I havent touched a thread in that long I never made no alts or anything. I honestly haven't kept up with anything in kpop.... maybe I forgot how to interact with users, what if I have an anxiety attack! my mind has been a horrible dark places and really just nothing internet related. just the struggle of living in a cruel disastrous world which never ceases to amaze you just how worse things can get. So the switch would be rather drastic, let me warm up first lol when I return to akp that will be the real comeback, this is practice. (nobody tell akp that I am here or akp users I dont want them to know I'm betraying them shhh)
can someone update me on kpop these days?? whatever happened to the produce girl group are they as big as ioi was? and itzy who are they?
if you somehow do remember me and do not appreciate my presence then i am sorry, let me know and I'll do my best to avoid you, however I am all good with everyone.
I have been thinking of returning to forum life for about a month now maybe more. It's not that I fell out of love with thread making or kpop. I really could never. its like embedded into my damn mind to make threads. It's just the drain it was having on me on the community side, its like I felt as tho there were a thousand eyes on me at all times. I felt like I couldnt breathe and I felt like a disturbance. It was like forcing myself to be somewhere just because I have a right to be.
the reason why I registered here is kinda embarrassing. I was unsure if my thread making talent or skill was still there. I really mean it when I say I havent touched a thread in that long I never made no alts or anything. I honestly haven't kept up with anything in kpop.... maybe I forgot how to interact with users, what if I have an anxiety attack! my mind has been a horrible dark places and really just nothing internet related. just the struggle of living in a cruel disastrous world which never ceases to amaze you just how worse things can get. So the switch would be rather drastic, let me warm up first lol when I return to akp that will be the real comeback, this is practice. (nobody tell akp that I am here or akp users I dont want them to know I'm betraying them shhh)
can someone update me on kpop these days?? whatever happened to the produce girl group are they as big as ioi was? and itzy who are they?