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I am starting to hear voices and see visions everyday now, when it used to be once every few days.
Also my brain is so distorted as is my thinking, that It is always "raining" in my head and I am in a constant dream state.
I am starting to believe what the family in my head tells me and I just think I won't wake up from this dreaming delusion.
I am still taking medication as usual but it doesn't really help me at all or much.
I hate being in this psychotic daze whenever I am tired and you can't stop bodily function like getting tired. It's always going to be there for me and I feel so alone right now.
@vogue @kodoku @Bookworm
I do not think I can be strong against it anymore and I feel so powerless to do anything like fight it off.
I feel like crying. I just feel so powerless....
Also my brain is so distorted as is my thinking, that It is always "raining" in my head and I am in a constant dream state.
I am starting to believe what the family in my head tells me and I just think I won't wake up from this dreaming delusion.
I am still taking medication as usual but it doesn't really help me at all or much.
I hate being in this psychotic daze whenever I am tired and you can't stop bodily function like getting tired. It's always going to be there for me and I feel so alone right now.
@vogue @kodoku @Bookworm
I do not think I can be strong against it anymore and I feel so powerless to do anything like fight it off.
I feel like crying. I just feel so powerless....