Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (4 Viewers)

[Pyxidis]

I’ve let you push me down and spread lies about me. I didn’t properly defend myself against the lies. But I will have you know that it HURT EVERY FUCKING DAY to know that people I once called friends suddenly saw me as a monster. Have I been perfect? No way in hell. But I know my own self worth now and I did not deserve that shit. It’s like you guys got some sick thrill out of making me miserable. My depression go worse, I made a suicide attempt… I’m sure that’s exactly what you wanted. Your game has gone on for too fucking long. Or did you simply forget that I was a person with emotions too? Stop being a follower and actually think of yourself for once. You can believe whatever you want about me, I can’t stop that. But still to this day it affects me. I don’t get close to people anymore. I’m sick of blaming myself and beating myself up, I can’t control what pther people think of me. But what I can control is how I act. And right now I’m torn between leaving this earth for good and being a petty little bitch. The second choice won’t get me anywhere. I wish I had the courage for the first one but I’m a stupid little coward. Congratulations you pushed a girl to not want to live anymore - are you satisfied yet? Or will the message get through to you when I’m finally dead?

 

[cocomelon]

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[cocomelon]

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i can’t do anything now, my mom can’t do anything now. time is against our side right now. but that day is near, just 5 years more. until i get financially independent. i will make him cry tears of blood. i will ruin his life i will make his life living hell and i promise myself that. that i will. i will finally expose him for the disgusting being that he is. he’s literally one level lower than a psychopath killer. but when i finally get free from him. i will make sure to finally say out loud everything that he and his family of fuckers of absolute liars have done to me and my mom. he made my mom and me almost kill ourselves. god knows how she survived. i’m glad we did though. i’m very glad we did. because he’s constantly trying to push us down every fucking time and at every fucking opportunity that he gets. his words are stabbing, he threatens to kick us out of our own home. but i have cursed him every single day for the past 18 years, every single fucking day. and i know those curses won’t go to waste. i don’t want him to die right now, god i wish he lives a 1000 years, the more he lives the more he’ll suffer. all i wanna say is, i’m dying without taking revenge on you, cunt.

 

[cocomelon]

your sister is coming soon btw. should i tell her everything you have done?

 

[cocomelon]

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Spoiler: tw: abuse

i mean he is friends with a person who physically abuses his own wife, his own cousin is an abusive psychopath, and he has an abusive history. so what do i even expect from a person like that.

 

[cocomelon]

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i can’t do anything now, my mom can’t do anything now. time is against our side right now. but that day is near, just 5 years more. until i get financially independent. i will make him cry tears of blood. i will ruin his life i will make his life living hell and i promise myself that. that i will. i will finally expose him for the disgusting being that he is. he’s literally one level lower than a psychopath killer. but when i finally get free from him. i will make sure to finally say out loud everything that he and his family of fuckers of absolute liars have done to me and my mom. he made my mom and me almost kill ourselves. god knows how she survived. i’m glad we did though. i’m very glad we did. because he’s constantly trying to push us down every fucking time and at every fucking opportunity that he gets. his words are stabbing, he threatens to kick us out of our own home. but i have cursed him every single day for the past 18 years, every single fucking day. and i know those curses won’t go to waste. i don’t want him to die right now, god i wish he lives a 1000 years, the more he lives the more he’ll suffer. all i wanna say is, i’m dying without taking revenge on you, cunt.

actually you’ve fucked up pretty badly if you think i’ll be scared of anything or anyone now. i’ve been through a shit ton and i’ve cried every single day because of you. so don’t worry. i’m as unbothered as you were all your life for me.

 

[cocomelon]

die no one cares for your existence anyways your a waste of space and a fucking failure as a human dearest dad

 

[Starlight4370]

The promised land seems so far now.

 

[Pyxidis]

What is the point of living anymore?

 

[Starlight4370]

Nothing makes sense if you 'dig hard enough'

 

[cocomelon]

that cunt has literally shaken up everything in our family. cheating on her husband and lying too, wow what an absolute bitch.

 

[cocomelon]

that cunt has literally shaken up everything in our family. cheating on her husband and lying too, wow what an absolute bitch.

talks shit about someone youve known for years just to gain sympathy from someone you have met 2 months ago? and then when people confront you, you hide back in your snail shell

 

[cocomelon]

talks shit about someone youve known for years just to gain sympathy from someone you have met 2 months ago? and then when people confront you, you hide back in your snail shell

i hope your kids and your whole family suffer, you cunt

 

[cocomelon]

that cunt has literally shaken up everything in our family. cheating on her husband and lying too, wow what an absolute bitch.

he is a cunt but i didn't know he'd stoop so low huh

 

[Starlight4370]

I think my mental health is getting better

 

[sunflower]

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its over for me and if it'd not be for next month id seriously consider it at this point im over and i want to be gone
a breathing disappointment and annoyance i dont know why im still even bothering anymore
just silence me for good

 

[sunflower]

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its over for me and if it'd not be for next month id seriously consider it at this point im over and i want to be gone
a breathing disappointment and annoyance i dont know why im still even bothering anymore
just silence me for good

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there is nothing going for me and im so far beyond repair at this point its all just over
there's no saving me from it
its just "when will it happen" at this point

 

[sunflower]

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hell with it

 

[Starlight4370]

Get it together,

 

[Harmonis]

He makes me feel ugly and I need to forget about him and move on as soon as possible because he really does distract me from the more important things in my life.