I´m so sorry for your loss. There is not much one can say to ease the pain, perhaps that if she was sick, she no longer suffers the pain and I hope she had lived a good life. It is not death we should remember, but life. That is why I have always loved the ritual in some cultures when they dance during the one´s funeral. Because we remember how lucky we were that we had those people in our lives and how thankful we are because we are alive because of them, if only in a small way. She lives on in your, always and forever. I know you will realise those words later. Now, all I can offer you is a virtual comfort. ♥♥♥
Cry, let it out, don´t keep those emotions inside and let yourself be sad, let yourself heal and remember her better days when she was cheerful and full of life. She is forever with you. She would be so proud of you.