18+ You all cannot comprehend how much I hate Kai! (1 Viewer)

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I hate Kai
I truly hate him
It's because he hurts me

His eyes feel like they are stabbing me
Like I could bleed out and die just from him looking at me through a picture
determined eyes that are burning with focus
looking for that someone
looking my way, but not at me

His smile is like him choking me!
It takes my breath away and me dizzy struggling to pay attention to anything else!
that happiness, that smirk, that cruel understanding that he KNOWS what he is doing to me
He knows it, but he still smiles like that

His dancing and body are like a drug
he lures you in with his sensual movements
and before you know it you are gasping, desperate for more
until one day there is no more new content of him
and you are just let there begging for more
ready to do anything to see even a glimpse of him

His voice is one of a siren
the prettiest thing one can ever hear
pulling you closer
making you lower you walls so he can get his claws into you
and once he does...
There is nothing you can do

Such is his nature
whether he wishes to or not
he is calling for somebody to do the same for him
All the posing and the seducing is to provoke
to get a reaction
to find that somebody to grab him by the throat and make him stop
to find that somebody to harness that power he has
somebody who can control that
somebody who can make him obey

I have fallen for that beautiful creature
that devil
the sweetest of all punishments
I feel the pain he causes me and I crave for more
I want him to smile at me
I want him to dance that enchanting dance of his
I want to hear his angelic voice call out to me
I want it all
more and more and more and more

I know I am weak
I know I am not the one he is smiling to
I know he isn't calling for me
I am too weak for that
I can't be the one to hold his leash
because he is holding mine

I hate him
but I love him

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I'm pretty sure you could replace Kai's name with Jimin in this post and this post will hold true for you aswell!
Everyone hates their biases :llama_shook:
 

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Besides those pesky soft stans I think... I have heard that, and I know this sounds crazy, that they don't actually... that their biases... that their biases don't hurt them!
Is this a ghost story to make me behave :pandaannoyed:
 

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Is this a ghost story to make me behave :pandaannoyed:
Sadly no... This is the burden us hard stans... us devoted servants to our biases must carry...

It's why I escape to being a soft stan every now and again... it doesn't hurt...
 

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Sadly no... This is the burden us hard stans... us devoted servants to our biases must carry...

It's why I escape to being a soft stan every now and again... it doesn't hurt...
I don’t want to live in this world anymore
 

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It's OK baby... What I tend to do when the hurt gets too much is that I either watch a ton of baby Samuel content or old Dreamies content...

Basically... Go find yourself some idol who you love, but aren't able to be a hard stan for and make them your escape from the hurt...
 

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