Maybe i am really heartless (2 Viewers)

[burnenemy]

Or cruel... Hmmm

I feel nothing after my grandma and uncle die

Didn't go their funeral either

I only remember how they humiliated me in front everyone

My uncle asked me what i gonna do after getting kicked out from school. I was so depressed during that period that i didn't go anywhere for a year. He kept lecturing me abt it

My grandma kept saying something like i aint good enough because i aint famous like some singer. During chinese new year, she forced me to kneel in front her etc

I dont have any good memory about them

I guess i just can't get along with ppl from my own race all because i am poor. I am really working hard in my whole life yet they will only say i am worthless etc etc all because i aint rich

Chinese love to talk about money🤣😂

Everytime during chinese new year, always ask about my job and then start to lecture when i say i haven't graduate

Not like i dont want to graduate anyway lulx

 

[yeji]

honey it’s ok to feel that way when someone hurt you. I absolutely know what you are going through since my relationship with my bio dad is pretty screwed and that side of family is not something I wanna deal with.

 

[PandaHyunjin]

It's not your fault if they were like that. I would totally feel the same way. In my opinion, by not going to the funeral you made a mentally healthy decision.

 

[burnenemy]

honey it’s ok to feel that way when someone hurt you. I absolutely know what you are going through since my relationship with my bio dad is pretty screwed and that side of family is not something I wanna deal with.

Hug

Thanks

 

[burnenemy]

It's not your fault if they were like that. I would totally feel the same way. In my opinion, by not going to the funeral you made a mentally healthy decision.

Mywhole family is crazy

Thanks

 

[yeji]

Hug

Thanks

always honey