Sensitive I'd like to say sorry in advance (1 Viewer)

[doll]

sort of tw or no tw i cant rly telllll this is also kind of a rant


ive been ghosting a lot of people and losing my temper really easily, ive had to bite my non-existant online tongue multipule times because i cant control or regulate my emotions to societies standarts it seems.
ive been going through extreme moodswings, more than usual, and more extreme than usual and i dont know how bad or well it will end
i may end up talking to my mom about hospitalization because i will become a danger to myself and others, emotionally and physically
but this is all out of my control, i dont want to be like this but mood stablizers dont really affect and help my emotions like they should
jaja

 

[dark_tranquility]

It is probably for the better to get hospitlised.

I do whenever I have a collapse in mood or am suicidal.

 

[doll]

It is probably for the better to get hospitlised.

I do whenever I have a collapse in mood or am suicidal.

i dont know if i can though
i have other things to attend to, like school, yk

 

[dark_tranquility]

i dont know if i can though
i have other things to attend to, like school, yk

I would say put school on hold
and ask to be in hospital.

That's what I used to do.
quit studying to go the psyche ward.

 

[doll]

I would say put school on hold
and ask to be in hospital.

That's what I used to do.
quit studying to go the psyche ward.

my grades will drop, i already have a 2.8 gpa
ive only gone to the hospital 3 times and 2 out of the 3 i came out with F's .

 

[dark_tranquility]

my grades will drop, i already have a 2.8 gpa
ive only gone to the hospital 3 times and 2 out of the 3 i came out with F's .

hmmmm do what you think is right.
or best for you.

 

[doll]

hmmmm do what you think is right.
or best for you.

nothing is best for meeee 😭

 

[Day]

I hope you can feel better soon

 

[doll]

I hope you can feel better soon

thanks u

 

[The_LastRomeo]

I hope you get better soon

 

[izcream]

your mental health should always be your top priority, don't apologize for putting yourself first. hang in there! i hope things get better for you