Sensitive my paranoia is getting out of hand (rant) (1 Viewer)

[doll]

nothing i'll be talking about is really triggering, but here
speaking on...paranoia n more


i think too much.
im watching a new show, and i cant help but think, what if this really happened?
im dwelling on this too much, thinking and thinking.
im doing everything i can to get my mind off of it, but i cant.
i am terrified for my life, literally shaking, over something fictional.
like, when i watch regular movies, i have night terrors about them, my mind will turn hello kitty into the most gorey, gruesome, scary shit ever
im just so sick and tired, because i cant do anything to help myself
its going to snow tonight, and im terrified im going to freeze to death, or some disease is going to fall down with the snow and kill us all
tai is going insane and no one will help her

 

[chiefchilly1]

Sounds like intrusive thoughts, I’ve had strange ones where I think something is gonna explode in my room like a bomb of some sort. Stuff like that is linked to something in your life, could be something you’re totally unaware of. Best way to get rid of it is to do the opposite, think ‘happy’ thoughts and remind yourself that nothing like that is actually going to happen.

 

[doll]

Sounds like intrusive thoughts, I’ve had strange ones where I think something is gonna explode in my room like a bomb of some sort. Stuff like that is linked to something in your life, could be something you’re totally unaware of. Best way to get rid of it is to do the opposite, think ‘happy’ thoughts and remind yourself that nothing like that is actually going to happen.

i mean it could be but im showing signs of schizophrenia so

 

[chiefchilly1]

i mean it could be but im showing signs of schizophrenia so

Real? Been checked for it before?

 

[doll]

Real? Been checked for it before?

i havent been formally diagnosed, ive only brought it up in my therapy sessions once, but its been getting worse recently
but i read that hallucinations are also possible within bpd patients like myself so 🤷🏽‍♀️
but im still pretty clueless

 

[chiefchilly1]

i havent been formally diagnosed, ive only brought it up in my therapy sessions once, but its been getting worse recently
but i read that hallucinations are also possible within bpd patients like myself so 🤷🏽‍♀️
but im still pretty clueless

Idk your situation I’m only going off of this one post and what you’ve wrote is a pretty common thing that happens to everyone. Hallucinations are usually a little severe

 

[doll]

Idk your situation I’m only going off of this one post and what you’ve wrote is a pretty common thing that happens to everyone. Hallucinations are usually a little severe

yea .

 

[dark_tranquility]

i mean it could be but im showing signs of schizophrenia so

I have that and it's a royal mess.
I think I was born with it actually.

 

[doll]

I have that and it's a royal mess.
I think I was born with it actually.

you said you were misdiagnosed with epilepsy ?

 

[dark_tranquility]

you said you were misdiagnosed with epilepsy ?

They said that yes. But I still have scitzo
so it was more that, it added on.
When I talked to a psychologist

 

[doll]

They said that yes. But I still have scitzo
so it was more that, it added on.
When I talked to a psychologist

ohhhh i get it

 

[dark_tranquility]

ohhhh i get it

I had an episode on tuesday and it took a while for it to vanish.

 

[doll]

I had an episode on tuesday and it took a while for it to vanish.

glad its over

 

[dark_tranquility]

glad its over

It's hard to tell people because they think you're a freak or dangerous : /

 

[doll]

It's hard to tell people because they think you're a freak or dangerous : /

heavy on the 'dangerous'.
i mean i consider myself a danger to myself and others all hours of the day, so it doesnt help that im starting to see things

 

[dark_tranquility]

heavy on the 'dangerous'.
i mean i consider myself a danger to myself and others all hours of the day, so it doesnt help that im starting to see things

You just live with it. It's hard but it's better than going off the rails.
I take a few pills to make it lay dormant too.

 

[doll]

You just live with it. It's hard but it's better than going off the rails.
I take a few pills to make it lay dormant too.

i take pills but theyre mood stabilizers for borderline .
sucks

 

[dark_tranquility]

i take pills but theyre mood stabilizers for borderline .
sucks

Better in than be off them.
One of mine actually tastes like candy
and the other like crap lol