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I was randomly thinking about crushing the other day, The butterflies, that feeling, and I realized that when I turned 13. That feeling never returned. I have crushed on girls since but then idek if they are crushes or interest it's weird but its a form of crush but not like it was.
The last girl I crushed on, well her name was Hannah, I was 11-12 she was (in my mind at the time) extremely gorgeous, and it didnt leave me for a while like a whole year I used to fantasize that we would be together. And. Its weird. Cause when she asked me out I said hell no I don't like her ew (it was through her friend). That's what I said. Cause yeah i was taught dating was wrong and I was a good boy. I talked to her a few years ago, and then I got an angry text from her bf swearing at me. I guess I was too friendly haha. I backed off ofc. (Even tho I was just talking)
Anyway, I never crushed since I honestly think I forgot how. Like my heart got so cold it doesnt know how to, so many really pretty, smart, talented, innocent decent girls irl have shown interest yet they all seem very unnappealing no crush comes.
I want to crush again
Wbu?
Do you have a crush?
When was your last crush?
Do you want to crush again?
The last girl I crushed on, well her name was Hannah, I was 11-12 she was (in my mind at the time) extremely gorgeous, and it didnt leave me for a while like a whole year I used to fantasize that we would be together. And. Its weird. Cause when she asked me out I said hell no I don't like her ew (it was through her friend). That's what I said. Cause yeah i was taught dating was wrong and I was a good boy. I talked to her a few years ago, and then I got an angry text from her bf swearing at me. I guess I was too friendly haha. I backed off ofc. (Even tho I was just talking)
Anyway, I never crushed since I honestly think I forgot how. Like my heart got so cold it doesnt know how to, so many really pretty, smart, talented, innocent decent girls irl have shown interest yet they all seem very unnappealing no crush comes.
I want to crush again
Wbu?
Do you have a crush?
When was your last crush?
Do you want to crush again?