oh and also my bestfriend in elementary school, we were a group of 3 friends. the friend I'm talking about transferred schools during the pandemic and I've never talked to him again, I've seen him once some months ago when his school had a parade and they walked through (?) our school but that was it. the other one transferred 2 years before the pandemic so for 2 years, it was only me and that first friend I talked about since after 2 years, it was already the pandemic. I haven't talked to or seen them for 2 years (because of the pandemic) and then we had face-to-face classes again and I saw one of them again (the one who transferred before the pandemic). I couldn't approach her that easily because I was shy and worried that she wouldn't want to be my friend anymore. as time passed, I got to talk to her more and we regained our closeness back slowly so I'm happy and we both miss our beloved friend so much. we can't contact him or anything too :(