I’m glad to hear you are doing well. I have frequented your page a few times wondering how you are doing. Hope you do return, you were very missed by many users including myself.
I do want to take a moment to apologize for everything that happened the last time we spoke. I was a selfish and foolish person and let it affect those around me, especially you. Please don’t let my existence on here affect your decision. I’m truly sorry for everything that happened and understand if you don’t want to respond or accept my apology - I deserve it after the horrible things I did. I could have saved this for a DM but decided here would be the most effective method of communication
It's okay; hurt people hurt others, I guess.
Hopefully, you're doing better rn. <3
Don't worry. Your existence isn't impacting my choice to stay active here. When I first left, I thought it was but ngl I think it was because of how hurt I felt and how IRL was also just being eh. After lots of reflecting and therapy, I realized my leaving was more of a me choice. I needed to focus on IRL and the struggles I've been trying to avoid handling mentally. Looking back and evaluating my life goals, I think I would've left the forum eventually. I'm the type of person to use it too much as an escapism for IRL, and well, you can't really run from IRL forever.
Anyhow, ig, shall we yeet our DNI request?
EXIIIIIIIII OMG IT'S ME, STEPH!!! Welcome back, girlie!
here's a little update on me!
The good:
1) I've been approved for more disability services bc I really need them. I've spent the first 36 years of my life being taken care of, and ever since I was left living on my own a couple years ago, I haven't been doing such a good job taking care of myself. This new thing I was approved for will provide staffing to help clean, cook, etc. I'm really excited about this!
2) I managed to snag front-section tickets to see Nick Carter, my favorite BSB and celeb crush since 1999! I know, I was shocked myself. It's the front and center section, so I'll surely have lots of pics to share!
3) I'm also seeing Cole Swindell and Luke Bryan this summer!
4) There were loads of new debuts since you left: Riize (I think you might like them - NCT Shotaro and Sungchan are in the group), Boynextdoor, Illit, VCHA, Xikers, TWS, and many more!
The bad:
1) My mom had a head injury last year that she had to have surgery for bc there was water on her brain. This has made her more discombobulated than usual, and for awhile, they thought she might have dementia. (turns out she doesn't,. but it's still a mystery)
2) Were you here when Moonbin died? If not, I'm so so sorry you had to hear it from me. Today is actually his first death anniversary. 
No uglies, thank God lol
Aye, congrats!!!
Oh shit, hopefully your mom takes it easy and restss :O
Head injuries of any kind are scary af
I was here when binnie passed , yes.
Ngl , I didn't hear it from you but omg was it painful to see it mentioned everywhere on the forum last year.
Issoki though , I'm in a better mental space rn
He's still alive in my heart wbk
EXIIIIIIIIIIIIII OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its not the same here without the cat cult being around

But Moguri is the top cat anyways
Your knee injury sounds horrific, I hope you can recover well

MOGURIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII OMGGG HIIIII
the cat cult went MIA? :O
moguri best meow wbkk ( sorry
@badcrookshanks lel)
the knee was scary af but somehow i got the adrenaline to push it back in and drag myself upstairs to get help when it happened lol (Exi went
super sayan ig lol XD)