I... transitioned... I guess (1 Viewer)

[sooya_]

I used to identify as Genderfluid. I didn't like the label and I barely felt like a "girl".
So with help I looked online for labels that suited me and I realized I don't wanna identify as a "girl".
I didn't like being called, "girl", "missy", "ma'am" and such.
I decided that this was enough and I wanted to be ME.
And I had been thinking about calling myself a demiboy but I felt like others wouldn't approve and I have fem clothes in my closet... ( doesn't help )
I use He/They/It pronouns now... It's kinda troubling to tell others especially with homophobic mom.
For my birthday this year I want to ask my mom if I can can some masculine clothes and such but she'll prolly say no since she thinks it'll make me "gay". *cries in queer teen*
I wanna cut my hair shorter and I asked her ( saying my ends were dead cus they are ) but she told me to use detangler. *agh*
My hair is also so puffy agh but she keeps saying USE DETANGLER... WHAT???
I want a pin to write the name I wanna be called and my pronouns but where the hell will I find the materials? *cries in broke*
Obviously I just wanna say this is all crap and I just wanted to get it off my mind. More like a diary entry but... yeah. sorry.
Main points:
* Wants a haircut
* Wants masc clothes so I can "express" myself
* Wants a pin to write my shit
- Gigi, the queer kiddo *accepting my fate*

 

[Selfmate]

interesting

all the best my friend I hope one day you can find yourself and be able to be comfortable in your own skin

 

[sooya_]

interesting

all the best my friend I hope one day you can find yourself and be able to be comfortable in your own skin

Thanks so much! Really appreciate you!

 

[Ahsoka]

I hope you can eventually be open irl about it. If your family is against it, I’d suggest finding some friends or other people you can be around that will respect you and treat you the way you’d like to be treated. It can be validating and help to have people who will let you express yourself socially to some level, even if you’re currently limited on what you can do with your physical expression

 

[sooya_]

I hope you can eventually be open irl about it. If your family is against it, I’d suggest finding some friends or other people you can be around that will respect you and treat you the way you’d like to be treated. It can be validating and help to have people who will let you express yourself socially to some level, even if you’re currently limited on what you can do with your physical expression

Thank you!
I try and be social but THAT doesn't work.
Luckily some people let me be and don't care about what I identify as. <3

 

[centen]

I'm glad you're finding a path that feels more comfortable to you. One of my dear friends came out as genderfluid last year, and I know it was difficult for them, as their OG besties abandoned them, but other people stepped up. I share to say, even though some people will be difficult, your people are out there. Don't let anyone else's failures to accept you get you down, yeah?

 

[sooya_]

I'm glad you're finding a path that feels more comfortable to you. One of my dear friends came out as genderfluid last year, and I know it was difficult for them, as their OG besties abandoned them, but other people stepped up. I share to say, even though some people will be difficult, your people are out there. Don't let anyone else's failures to accept you get you down, yeah?

Thanks! This is really encouraging!
It makes me feel good to read this, Tysm! <3