Sensitive It's like my friend hate me (2 Viewers)

[sooya_]

they called me a special needs kid and kept saying shit to me
and my sister told my mom and I cried because it's not like they care
I don't wanna be lonely
it was a joke anyways but I just sometimes wonder if they hate me

what happened:
I asked a question and she called me an idiot and her friend called me slow and I just smiled. and my friend, ( after saying I was an idiot and correcting me ), said I was desperate for

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and his friend looked at me weird and I was like, " IM NOT!!!" but she gave me a weird look
and she keeps misgendering me, using the wrong pronouns for me over and over
now I'm in my room
I just don't wanna be lonely. all my friends make friends so easily

 

[sooya_]

im sick and tired

 

[gone4good]

crank this up my angel and don't listen to them until they say nice things to ya!

 

[Solarsdeluluwife]

im sick and tired

Your amazing don’t let anyone tell you different, you know when you all are older and do reunions people are going to see them as rude and don‘t want to be around them Beacuse of what they did during this time, and tbh everyone is unique in our own ways that makes everyone perfect, some people are just straight up b words or the parents aren't teaching them the right ways and are not showing them that is bad, so don't ever listen to them we all see you as perfect ignore them, it may hurt now but in the future it’ll make you stronger.

 

[sooya_]

crank this up my angel and don't listen to them until they say nice things to ya!

immediately lightened thanks thank u

 

[sooya_]

Your amazing don’t let anyone tell you different, you know when you all are older and do reunions people are going to see them as rude and don‘t want to be around them Beacuse of what they did during this time, and tbh everyone is unique in our own ways that makes everyone perfect, some people are just straight up b words or the parents aren't teaching them the right ways and are not showing them that is bad, so don't ever listen to them we all see you as perfect ignore them, it may hurt now but in the future it’ll make you stronger.

really? I... I guess I've never thought about this making me stronger in the future. I always thought I deserved it, I like that. A new way to think. thank u, that's so sweet of u

 

[TrinityJade]

I've had a ton of toxic friendships in the past, and I can totally relate to you. I was being used and talked about behind my back.

I hope that you'll find the strength one day to leave them if that's what you wish and remember that we're here for you!

 

[sooya_]

I've had a ton of toxic friendships in the past, and I can totally relate to you. I was being used and talked about behind my back.

I hope that you'll find the strength one day to leave them if that's what you wish and remember that we're here for you!

wow, I'm so sorry u went through that, u seem very nice and u don't deserve it :( I... I think I'm gonna separate myself from them on mOnday because I literally cannot, my mental health had been terrible and I feel they are just adding to this plate | thank u, ur so kind!!!

 

[TrinityJade]

wow, I'm so sorry u went through that, u seem very nice and u don't deserve it :( I... I think I'm gonna separate myself from them on mOnday because I literally cannot, my mental health had been terrible and I feel they are just adding to this plate | thank u, ur so kind!!!

Of course! I remember a lot of people were with me when I went through that so if you ever need to chat you can DM me if you'd like

 

[sooya_]

Of course! I remember a lot of people were with me when I went through that so if you ever need to chat you can DM me if you'd like

thank you very much :)))

 

[Harmony_Starz]

wow, I'm so sorry u went through that, u seem very nice and u don't deserve it :( I... I think I'm gonna separate myself from them on mOnday because I literally cannot, my mental health had been terrible and I feel they are just adding to this plate | thank u, ur so kind!!!

You're making the right choice, they aren't doing you any good I hope you find new and kinder friends you're such a sweet person, you deserve the right friends

 

[Solarsdeluluwife]

really? I... I guess I've never thought about this making me stronger in the future. I always thought I deserved it, I like that. A new way to think. thank u, that's so sweet of u

WARNING SENSETIVE WORDS IN THIS: You never deserve stuff like that, usually what i do when stuff happens to me is make what they said or did to me the opposite of what actually happened so it didn’t hurt me, i was bullied through 2 grade to 7th grade by my whole class i didn’t have any friends i was basically bullied for everything my smell (We was really poor and couldn’t afford good smelling stuff) my looks and my chlothes beacuse we couldn’t afford good brands and i was also at one point physically bullied by a group of classmates and it all just really destroyed me i had a friend since preschool and in 4th grade they turned against me and said they didn’t know me and they hate me and for me to Kms and that just made me think that it would always be like this and id never have true friends and i would come home everyday going straight to my room, by the time i was in 6 grade my mental health was at the very low i had thoughts and i did try a lot of time to leave this world, but something kept holding me back from doing it it never worked, at that time i did gain a friend that was going through stuff and they told our pe coach and from that day him and the counselor helped me through it and never told my parents beacuse I didn’t want to add more to everything that was happening with our family, then we moved to a new place in 7th grade and everything started over i was bullied by everyone for everything that i got bullied for but i got so used to it that I didn’t respond or anything i just stood there when they would say or do stuff, but now I’ve got friends who actually care and protect me from bully’s and they keep me happy, just remember stuff happens for a reason and it’ll all be good in the future never let it break you like it did me, your an amazing person.

 

[sooya_]

You're making the right choice, they aren't doing you any good I hope you find new and kinder friends you're such a sweet person, you deserve the right friends

Thanks, so much

 

[sooya_]

WARNING SENSETIVE WORDS IN THIS: You never deserve stuff like that, usually what i do when stuff happens to me is make what they said or did to me the opposite of what actually happened so it didn’t hurt me, i was bullied through 2 grade to 7th grade by my whole class i didn’t have any friends i was basically bullied for everything my smell (We was really poor and couldn’t afford good smelling stuff) my looks and my chlothes beacuse we couldn’t afford good brands and i was also at one point physically bullied by a group of classmates and it all just really destroyed me i had a friend since preschool and in 4th grade they turned against me and said they didn’t know me and they hate me and for me to Kms and that just made me think that it would always be like this and id never have true friends and i would come home everyday going straight to my room, by the time i was in 6 grade my mental health was at the very low i had thoughts and i did try a lot of time to leave this world, but something kept holding me back from doing it it never worked, at that time i did gain a friend that was going through stuff and they told our pe coach and from that day him and the counselor helped me through it and never told my parents beacuse I didn’t want to add more to everything that was happening with our family, then we moved to a new place in 7th grade and everything started over i was bullied by everyone for everything that i got bullied for but i got so used to it that I didn’t respond or anything i just stood there when they would say or do stuff, but now I’ve got friends who actually care and protect me from bully’s and they keep me happy, just remember stuff happens for a reason and it’ll all be good in the future never let it break you like it did me, your an amazing person.

Wow, that's terrible, I'm very sorry you had to go through that. You are super brave to push through!!! And I'm glad you have friends now!!! I'll keep that note in mind: Everything happens for a reason
thanks so much <333