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Today was a good day.
Got a lot done and I feel good, because I take my pillies earlier.
 
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I just feel like everything is an effort making friends, talking to people, getting up each day pretending to be happy when I haven't been happy and felt miserable for many years.

nothing makes me happy, I tell myself that, but do I really believe it, or is it a lie.,,
 
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I just feel like everything is an effort making friends, talking to people, getting up each day pretending to be happy when I haven't been happy and felt miserable for many years.

nothing makes me happy, I tell myself that, but do I really believe it, or is it a lie.,,
I have plenty of those days myself, but we just need to get going strong. Don't let it get the best of you!
 

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I have plenty of those days myself, but we just need to get going strong. Don't let it get the best of you!
I don't know anymore. I've seen death so many times, I just take life as casual joke
and don't see it as anything more than a dream within a dream.
I will wake up one day and it will all be erased.
 
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I don't know anymore. I've seen death so many times, I just take life as casual joke
and don't see it as anything more than a dream within a dream.
I will wake up one day and it will all be erased.
I've gotten there too, love. But it's all just a waiting game.
But we just need to see the light in it. There is much more to come.
It sure will one day but it won't be soon. Keep your head high
 

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I've gotten there too, love. But it's all just a waiting game.
But we just need to see the light in it. There is much more to come.
It sure will one day but it won't be soon. Keep your head high
Yes I will have to. Do not want to go back to my dark place.
down there no one cares.
 
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Yes I will have to. Do not want to go back to my dark place.
down there no one cares.
Think about it. In your dark place, no one can touch you.
It's not all that bad if you look at it a different way. Just remember that I care and I'll always be here
 
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Think about it. In your dark place, no one can touch you.
It's not all that bad if you look at it a different way. Just remember that I care and I'll always be here
But then I hear things that aren't what I really want.
the dark place is where I feel confided in most.
but in that sense its also a hindrance.

but thanks yeah. I get ya. Just have to be more positive
and not think life is always a shit heap.
 
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But then I hear things that aren't what I really want.
the dark place is where I feel confided in most.
but in that sense its also a hindrance.

but thanks yeah. I get ya. Just have to be more positive
and not think life is always a shit heap.
Life is a shit heap, but you just have to think the best.
 

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Life is a shit heap, but you just have to think the best.
I had a conversation with a worker about this.
Thinking the worst of every situation.
I think it comes with my extreme paranoia and other things.
Just never thought of the best of anything tbh.
 
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I had a conversation with a worker about this.
Thinking the worst of every situation.
I think it comes with my extreme paranoia and other things.
Just never thought of the best of anything tbh.
I get that.
If it ever gets to bad, just talk to that worker or even me. Or other friends on the site.
We're here for you <3
 

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Stayed up too late last night and now I feel like I am running on fumes. :(
 
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2nd hand smoke via Twiztid is so good!!!! Glad they released a music video for it, after like 20 years or something along those lines.
 
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