or "reason for existing" ...... I'd like to know what you think about the meaning and purpose of life and this world.... and your place in it as well as your personal reasons as to why you choose to continue existing..
to be honest, this world feels so random and stupid to me that I sometimes think such silly things like that it was probably created by the imagination of some god who was just really bored and later abandoned it or something lol.. being given a mind that always needs to make sense of everything yet being forced to live in a world where there is none.. I think that's the curse of being human.. idk, in my opinion it's all a mess, it's too chaotic for me but maybe that's my ocd lol.. I'm just lost and unable to believe that this world or even just I will ever manage to change, and I think that the only meaning in life is the temporary one that we create on our own while we are still living, but if we are lucky and manage to do this, it should be enough.. so yeah, I hope that somehow, someday, my efforts will finally lead to a good result and that I do find my way and place in this world eventually hehe..