I don't know. I just feel like some people weren't meant to live like others. Because we're weak of heart and fragile.
please listen to me right now. I understand what you just said so well that it hurts, tears are soaking my eyes again right now. You have to know that you deserve to live and that there is a place for you in this world. I don't know what your current situation is, but even if you really are alone right now, there are many people out there who would completely adore you, who would end up needing you if they met you. For example, I'm pretty sure I'm one of them. I can't allow this, I just need to tell you that people like you are heroes and healers and so pure and kind. People like you have so much depth and empathy and feel everything so deeply and vividly, please believe me when I say you are the rare treasure of this world and without people like you, everything would be so empty and worthless.. I'm not sure if I expressed anything well, but just.. I have thought this countless times, the very thing you just said.. and I have to do everything for you to realize how incredibly rare, precious, and valuable you are.. sorry, there's so much I could say but just please.. TT