Depression and ME (1 Viewer)

[dark_tranquility]

Just been feeling in a funk a lot lately. Just depressed and miserable feeling no hoper.
I feel like my life has just gone to the dogs and I don't feel like doing anything about it anymore.

Just been sleeping most of the day, occasionally eating and feeling like crap in general.
I haven't attempted anymore studies for weeks now and I just feel like I am abandoned half the time too by everyone.

Depression sucks. : /

I just have no life at all and I am bored a lot as well because of it.
I feel worse in this town, then my old town and that only had one shop the entire place and that's it sigh

If you have noticed, a lot of my threads have been negative in some way so... meh

 

[Ahsoka]

I'm sorry you're going through that, I hope you can overcome it and feel at least somewhat better soon

 

[dark_tranquility]

I'm sorry you're going through that, I hope you can overcome it and feel at least somewhat better soon

I haven't overcame it since high school tbh. And I also feel like going back to having no friends in reality too.
I'd rather just be alone. Even though I have two close friends, I'd rather just scrap that entirely and be alone sigh

 

[Ahsoka]

I haven't overcame it since high school tbh. And I also feel like going back to having no friends in reality too.
I'd rather just be alone. Even though I have two close friends, I'd rather just scrap that entirely and be alone sigh

You don't need to overcome it by being completely better, every little step counts. Depression is a really difficult thing to deal with, even a small victory is a huge accomplishment if you let it be

 

[dark_tranquility]

You don't need to overcome it by being completely better, every little step counts. Depression is a really difficult thing to deal with, even a small victory is a huge accomplishment if you let it be

I'd rather not fight it anymore and just be alone to my own devices. I'd be happier that way I feel.
Too much commitment to have friends anyways.

 

[izcream]

cheer up! i'm here if you need someone to talk to

 

[dark_tranquility]

Thanks guys. I feel this is something I have to battle with alone though.
But I will reach out from time to time and still be here. :)

 

[yeji]

oh babes. you are so strong and it may suck currently but you will go on your own way and be happy. I am so sure of that.
love you

 

[dark_tranquility]

oh babes. you are so strong and it may suck currently but you will go on your own way and be happy. I am so sure of that.
love you

I love you too Jen.
Yeah I feel I haven't put myself first for a long time or my needs/desires.

Things will change for the better for me.
Just have to give it time.

 

[yeji]

@Petra_the_Poetic I know and I am sure that will change. You really deserve the best.