Yeah schizoid's aren't bad people. Just differently wired people.
I know I definitely got what I have from my mother and other factors, but mainly mum.
My thing is more like suddenly i see everything as if it was fiction.
And then I feel like everyone is judging me at the same time.
I think the medications made me go 99% numb by now though.
So most of the time i can barely feel any emotions, sigh.
Irreversible i think?
Even if people starts really bullying me, i wont go paranoid for more than 10 minutes.
I'll very fast go into "whatever they are doing i guess" mode.
Which sucks, I love emotions... sigh
I can live the rest of my life like that though.
It's not like i dont have both of my arms.
I cant even bother enough to go suicidal, suicide never interested me.