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that book is also in my want to read list

he's kind, funny, and really cute random info drop once again but i can't really see faces from far away that's why i usually like people who i see a lot up close loll (i see him a lot but at the same i also don't ). i mean it's not that i value looks over everything else but i have to at least know what they look like, right?? am i making any sense i transferred to my current school js this school year and it's way bigger than my previous ones... but no one has caught my eye yet (except for those i alr know lmao)

ikr!! i was also a bit surprised when i found out. cause his sisters look the same (except for some minor differences) and you can see that they're related but not that they're triplets!! he looks a lot like their older brother though

that's very possible! since you guys work together and all hehe

i think that earthquake was 7.6 magnitude?

REAL BROOOO, it's driving me crazy

also if you were wondering why i js replied now when i reacted to your messages a few hours ago... it's because the site kept lagging on my end and i needed to do something else and couldn't wait long for it to not lag anymore this is literally my 4th time typing my response bruh

i hope you get to see your man more often
and i do understand what you mean, i don't personally care for looks but i guess it is a plus to know and like what they look like ??

that is a big earthquake

i hope so too

yes LOL. omg i js remembered smth REAAALLY EMBARASSING on the day of the earthquake, i went to the cafeteria during recess on my own (i'm usually with my friends but they weren't hungry so they stayed at our classroom) AND THEN I SAW HIM! with his friends too i was shocked cause i usually don't see him right. and arghh, it js happened to be on a friday and we weren't on the same floors and if you remember, i have my classes on the 2nd floor so idr need to take the elevator... and he has his on the 3rd floor so he was obviously gonna take the elevator.. and GUESS WHAT.... YES I ALSO WENT IN it was js me, him, and his friends inside LIKE WHY DID NO ELSE CAME INNNN and when i went out, they also came out cause they thought we were alr in the 3rd floor and to top it all off, i had to forget which direction our classroom was and they probably saw me realizing i went the wrong way

i was so embarrassed that when his sister messaged me to ask if i was okay, i also told her that my feet hurt at that time NEVER AGAIN OH MY DAYS

unfortunately crushes make us do painfully embarrassing things and make the biggest fools out of us i feel you sister

and then you think you learned from last time... but no, you embarrass yourself all over again next time

realest thing i've read today fr

and i have an update !! sooo yesterday i was at our school cup (do you guys have that there? if not i can explain it to you) with my friends. the venue was in a mall. i didn't have data anymore so i couldn't text my friends where they were so i tried connecting to the stores' free wi-fis at the mall but nothing worked i roamed around the mall to look for my friends (it only has 3 floors but that stressed me out ) FOR ALMOST AN HOUR BRO. i was so close to giving up when suddenly i received a notification from messenger WHICH MEANS I SUCCESSFULLY CONNECTED TO ONE OF THE FREE WI-FIS!!! I WAS SO HAPPY OMG i was busy texting my friends when a guy passed by and i thought "wow he lowk looks like my crush" (i have bad vision remember 😭😭) but i js brushed it off cause i was busy. and after a second later, i was like "wait no i feel like that's ACTUALLY HIM???" and then i saw my friends. when we got to our seats, i told my friends "yo look at that guy wearing all black clothes standing at the right side. doesn't that look like my crush??" and yep they confirmed that it was actually him

but ofc i js went on with my business cause i obviously can't go up to him or something and like after a couple of minutes me and my friends got bored cause the bands were still testing the equipment (the event at that time was battle of the bands!). soooo we went to the foodcourt and played uno. after that we didn't go back to our seats (which was in the 1st floor) cause it felt crampeddd. we instead js watched the performances from the second floor hehe. when the event was finished, we all wanted to go home cause it was alr rush hour (traffic 😵‍💫😵‍💫) but before we went outside, i saw him again! and then the end >.> another wasted opportunity LMAO, i could've waved at him before leaving but my friend whispered to me "girl, it's your crush" and i got all shy so i couldn't even think about waving lowk feel like if my friend didn't tease me LOL i still wouldn't wave at him but ye

idk if i've alr told you this but... we've had like only 2 interactions right? 1st was we both waved at each other at the same time, 2nd was he did it first. but there was this one time me and my friends saw him. we were going down the stairs and he was going up. and not even a few seconds after seeing him, my friends teased me and were like "OOOOH~" and they were so loud too so i feel like he heard that. i mean he might've thought it wasn't because of him but we were the only people at the stairs at that time well we did see his sister go up the stairs after that but when it happened, we were the only people in sight sooo yeah i have a feeling he knows O_o. OR MAYBE HE JS DOESN'T GAF AB ME. i feel like the latter is more likely :<

woah… that sounds stressful but also kind of lucky you actually found him. wifi struggles are so real... and honestly, I would’ve been too shy too lol
friends are always blowing your cover he might’ve noticed but probably didn’t think much of it. either way, doesn’t really hurt to just keep doing you

and update on our drummer i have confirmed that i'm not into him like that... i just think he's cool and admire him but it's nothing romantic

new update ab my crush

i saw him again yesterday. when i arrived at the mall (for our school cup still), i saw him outside the mall (idk if he was waiting for someone or if he was waiting for his ride home... or somewhere else). i was still in my jeepney ride at that time and when i got off the jeep i didn't go near him and acted like i didn't see him i got nervous cause i didn't expect seeing him after js arriving omd that was the last day of our school cup too so i'd have to wait for our next jam / gathering to see him again should i talk to him at our jam? but idk what to say and i can barely get close to him at our jams LOL

my cousins said i should've used me being quite close to his sisters to my advantage. like i should've said hi and asked if his sisters came as well. and if i didn't what to say after that, i could've js excused myself and said that i have to go to my friends. so that it wouldn't be too obvious that i really want to have a conversation with him or that i'm awkward af, something like that

i get thattt is this a good time to say that I think you're really cool

girlllll i think you should talk to him !!! you have the perfect excuse of being friends with his sisters and i mean if i were in his place i wouldn't question it at all. i think it would just feel super natural and MAYBE even open the door to a further conversation and more interactions
PUT YOURSELF OUT THERE

i appreciate you thinking i'm cool !!!! i think you're quite cool as well

OOOOFFF so i js remembered that he reposted a girl’s ig story of her selfie in his story, he said “idk why i got mentioned in ts”

but if he didn’t actually know then he wouldn’t post it. so that means

thank you idt i’m cool though LOLLL

hmmm i don't know what to make of that then men are weird

you ARE cool

they’re probably in a situationship or something but it’s so hard to find another crush