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I went on a plane once and it was only for an hour and I broke down at the start and couldn't stop shaking... Yeah my fear is pretty bad.... I just think the worse of a situation really.

Same here. My focus for all around me is severely lacking... at best.

Did I? I don't recall... (my memory hates me SO much)

Tell my brain that, when all I think about when going in a plane is 'It's going to go crash and we're all going to die horribly...' : /

You knew what :o

It's not going to happen for me, unless I get over my fear of flying sometime soon.

Only discord. (well if that counts) None of the big social media platforms I use. I just find them incredibly dull and pointless and I don't care much for seeing people's feeds, I don't really know or respect either.

Yeah you and me both. Especially if it is a boring subject matter. Makes the pain more real sigh....

Did you end up going to clown college too? :D jk jk It's always hard to self motivate to study, so I get that. I have the same problem.

It's ok :) I will just end by saying I will try to live the life I want and what my friends want. (it's ok dear).

I will assume this response isn't a happy one. : o

Being educated comes in all sorts of different ways. Not just on what you know and don't imo. But in staying on topic. I would say a decent amount would be required as a baseline or average.

I feel older than I look. I will say that much. I feel twice my age. : / mentally and emotionally, physically lol

I think it's too late. : / Also don't have the motivation to change it. Still stuck in my old ways.

I always do. :)

It feels like it is to me. I am 32 and haven't amounted to much of anything. In the sense which is acceptable to my own needs and goals.

I want to. I am just stating why I am currently not is all.

I want another life. Because this one for me, has been such a wreck and a rollercoaster of emotions and instability for me. Hopefully I can be someone who can put themselves first, have a decent existence and not feel any kind of self hatred.

These users @Jimmychimchim @Saythename17 @Nekone @Chahee @kodoku @Bookworm @Somi Reason why I am not is, because I mostly always never make first contact and am pretty much anti-social non talkative on the boards a lot of the time

I was institutionalized from 2008 to 2012 and only just started getting my life back on track now in 2020. I had a few bad spells, suicide attempts, did drugs and was an bad alcoholic among other things. School and my childhood really paved for my path to be in ruin for 10 years and more.