It's ok dear. You are still the good doctor I believe in <3
It just gets worse sometimes and other times not as much.
I just have to keep hard yakka at it all day, like us aussies do is all <3
I don't even know what any of that means... lol All I can tell you is that my hallucinations are like free acid trips for me.
Yay for free mind fuck lol
I guess my account could have been fake even by the way I made up or exaggerated what I did to people a lot. : /
Though I no longer use it now because it got boring. Just like all social media is to me.
I usually end up blocking people a lot. Especially on skype the old days. I had over 50 people blocked there.
It's just a part of life really and they usually never give a reason. You'll make new friends.
They don't deserve you if they feel the need to get rid of you like that.
I feel so paranoid and depressed and miserable all at once.
I can't sleep due to noise in my head and outside and stupid neighbours moving around.
I just feel like life has it an all time low for me. In my early 30's and I have nothing to show for it, besides heartbreak, misery and being in...
this explains how the science of my mind is all messed up and sounds alien almost.
Like the lyrics of this song for instance. And the screams are most likely a reflection of me losing my sanity to the voices.
Which feels like a lot of screaming like this too. Great song by an aussie outfit yes <3
Sedation ain't that bad if you like feeling sleepy all the time and can't do much of 'anything, like myself : /
Medication is a pain in the ass real raw like.
And I don't really know much about that. Guess I am not 'hip' enough.
I feel like crappy tonight, like crappy tonight or today whatever lol
What is the point of myself paying all this rent, when I have a shitty shower (not long enough and its too small)
and everything is falling apart. Hell I'd still have a bad kitchen, if the old water heater didn't let itself go...
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