I understand and yeah things have just been pear shaped for me my whole life.
It's a miracle I am still alive now to be fair.
and I will continue to live on, for you guys, no matter how much I feel like crap in the process.
He has a mental illness my dad I believe as well as my mother and yet they both neglect me terribly and treat me like trash.
Though they seem to be both oblivious or in denial that it exists in either of them.
Ah true. I am only a few seconds younger than my twin, so I don't know if that counts as me me being youngest or not to him lol
I hope so too, because I am quite fed up with how they see me and treat me in their eyes.
I remember my brother even told me, as horrible as it is. That my dad said I...
First time you called me baby. Its nice lol.
My family can be very ignorant at times.
And the worst thing is. My dad has a daughter who is severely impaired as well, yet he and the wife and his mum still treat me, like something they found on their shoe.... sigh
I don't really know what I want to be in the future, as I keep failing at anything I set my mind to unfortunately.
I am seeing if I can get assessed or diagnosed for a learning disability atm.
Since everything I do study wise, just seems too complex or hard to understand for me, even the simple...
True. But as awful as they are to me. I still can't really bring myself to completely hate them, as silly as that sounds.
I am too forgiving to people, even if it's my own family hurting me.
I don't know how to go about disconnecting from them anyways and I haven't told them everything about...
True. I feel like they see me as a failure of the family as well.
Like I always struggle and am 'weird' by them.
Like I could tolerate my dad's mum's opinions.
But my step mum ruined our family as soon as she came into it.
I don't really believe I have a family to begin with.
Like they have never been in my life at all for the most part and dip in and out at moments notice.
I just have 'shit' parents unfortunately.
But I agree. They are just toxic and never have anything supportive to say to me at all.
Mainly because
- first and foremost my extremely phobic and opinionated family.
saying hurtful things like 'I have strange ideas or its not normal'
My step mother once cornered me in the car once and said in her 'culture'
women are women and men are men or some bs story.
then she demanded not...
They aren't particularly groundbreaking or memorable to me either.
I mostly only liked em for Darth Maul and Natalie Portman : /
And the yoda lightsaber duel was epic, but that's it really.
Perform tv gigs and radio talk shows/interviews. That'd be fun.
Besides go on the world tours, even though I have massive stage fright xD
If I were a k-pop idol.
Although I could also get flack, for being an Asian idol, when I don't look asian at all : /
I ended up getting ghost in the shell ARISE. After ages of putting it off.
Just the ovas and the movie I believe.
It's so different from the original, since they reworked everything mostly.
I love what I am hearing and seeing though.
Minor thing: The subtitles seemed off when I put them on...
Frickin' over my miserable existence called a life.
So sick of nothing going my way all the time and losing friends
and my mental health seems even worse now too.
I don't even know why I bother getting up each day, when its always the same depressing day for me.
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