delusion

So much delusion so much intrusion questions without answers my mind is a mockery of my being feeling tainted and unclean so much delusion so much intrusion I am me or am I not visions are my staple it makes me hateful wish they would end and not always blend I feel trapped I feel trapped Is...

Due to summer here in Aussieland being way too inflicting on my body and my mental health has been severely degrading since the heat rose too. Like I don't even know what reality is to me anymore. State of delusional flux I am in or something. Just keep seeing weird stuff and hearing echoed...