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I wrote this letter to myself a year ago and I received it today by email (I used a website that lets you do this) I write very sad letters to myself, it's normal for me, don't worry:
Dear frocho (my real name was there instead),
Hi! How are you doing? Right now I'm in _ grade (the grade I was in) and it's kind of boring. I got rejected again but you already know the pain. I wish I could numb it or take it away. I got in trouble with my teacher because we both know how we are lol. I also got in trouble with my counselor about a week ago because someone's parents told her that I was planning on unsubscribing from life so I had to call my parents and we had to talk about it and I lied and said I did it for attention so I would be their perfect daughter. We both know how it feels to fake things. I hope you still like K-pop even though you're embarrassed by it since you get made fun of. I know how much you enjoy it and I don't want you to lose it. I hope you're still a straight-A student! I can't tell you that I hope life gets better because I don't feel it myself right now but maybe later it will. I'm sorry that you lost your 2 friends but maybe you'll find fun in being alone! I found this really cute girl that I found cute but I chose to bury my feelings deep in the graveyard because we know the punishment that will be awaiting us if I don't. I hope that one day, my mom will let me get K-pop albums (at that time, my mom didn't let me but now she does). I hope you're still alive or else you wouldn't be reading this anyways... I hope that you can deal with the pain long enough until you're happy in life. I now have trust issues but I hope they're better where you are now. I hope that you're doing somewhat better than I am now and I wish you the best.
Love,
_ frocho (the year it was sent and my real name after it)
Dear frocho (my real name was there instead),
Hi! How are you doing? Right now I'm in _ grade (the grade I was in) and it's kind of boring. I got rejected again but you already know the pain. I wish I could numb it or take it away. I got in trouble with my teacher because we both know how we are lol. I also got in trouble with my counselor about a week ago because someone's parents told her that I was planning on unsubscribing from life so I had to call my parents and we had to talk about it and I lied and said I did it for attention so I would be their perfect daughter. We both know how it feels to fake things. I hope you still like K-pop even though you're embarrassed by it since you get made fun of. I know how much you enjoy it and I don't want you to lose it. I hope you're still a straight-A student! I can't tell you that I hope life gets better because I don't feel it myself right now but maybe later it will. I'm sorry that you lost your 2 friends but maybe you'll find fun in being alone! I found this really cute girl that I found cute but I chose to bury my feelings deep in the graveyard because we know the punishment that will be awaiting us if I don't. I hope that one day, my mom will let me get K-pop albums (at that time, my mom didn't let me but now she does). I hope you're still alive or else you wouldn't be reading this anyways... I hope that you can deal with the pain long enough until you're happy in life. I now have trust issues but I hope they're better where you are now. I hope that you're doing somewhat better than I am now and I wish you the best.
Love,
_ frocho (the year it was sent and my real name after it)
