a little rant about my crush (1 Viewer)

[hxney_jun]

every day i realize just a little bit more how much i love guys that are so smart, and a little bit goofy when you get to know them.
the real green flags. they never play with you. sometimes they're terrible people, but other times they're the sweetest most understanding people on the planet and you're like please marry me immediately idc. you know he's a keeper when he tells you he appreciates it when you check up on him

 

[doll]

i feel u girl
get ur mannnn

 

[hxney_jun]

i feel u girl
get ur mannnn

i can'tttt he doesn't even like me backk
its so hard man, like i've been so interested in him more months and he didn't even know it until i told him last week. we're still friends though, but im just so AHADHAFAJKAFAK

 

[doll]

i can'tttt he doesn't even like me backk
its so hard man, like i've been so interested in him more months and he didn't even know it until i told him last week. we're still friends though, but im just so AHADHAFAJKAFAK

OK WHAT EXACTLY DID HE SAY WHEN U TOLD HIM U LIKED HIM??
cuz there could be mixed signals that ur missing !!
i would know bc im batshit and obsessed w a boy asw so

 

[hxney_jun]

OK WHAT EXACTLY DID HE SAY WHEN U TOLD HIM U LIKED HIM??
cuz there could be mixed signals that ur missing !!
i would know bc im batshit and obsessed w a boy asw so

hollup let me find it

 

[Myth]

I don't relate. I actually don't get crushes often (sometimes I wonder if I'm on the aromantic spectrum but that's for another time...) but I think it's nice you're around someone like that. He seems sweet...

 

[hxney_jun]

@glo

"I'm not looking for a relationship anymore, at this point in high school I feel like I'f be better off just focusing on my studies, but I'm glad that you had the courage to tell me still :)"

which i took as, thanks for telling me but im not interested. which was fine, because i had already heard from a mutual friend that he wasn't interested in anyone atm when i asked him to ask my crush subtly

 

[hxney_jun]

I don't relate. I actually don't get crushes often (sometimes I wonder if I'm on the aromantic spectrum but that's for another time...) but I think it's nice you're around someone like that. He seems sweet...

i don't think i get crushes very often either, but usually when i do i seriously start liking that person. because everything about that person feels so attractive to me.

he is so so so so sweet bunny. i can't even put into words how mentally mature he is compared to other guys.

 

[Myth]

i don't think i get crushes very often either, but usually when i do i seriously start liking that person. because everything about that person feels so attractive to me.

he is so so so so sweet bunny. i can't even put into words how mentally mature he is compared to other guys.

I hope things eventually work out for you :)

 

[doll]

@glo

"I'm not looking for a relationship anymore, at this point in high school I feel like I'f be better off just focusing on my studies, but I'm glad that you had the courage to tell me still :)"

which i took as, thanks for telling me but im not interested. which was fine, because i had already heard from a mutual friend that he wasn't interested in anyone atm when i asked him to ask my crush subtly

my old 'crush' said he wasnt looking for a relationship too but he got into a relationship 1 week later
but i hope he is true to his words, and i hope your friendship continues !!

 

[hxney_jun]

I hope things eventually work out for you :)

i hope i can just stay close to him lol

 

[Myth]

i hope i can just stay close to him lol

That's fair. If he's a good person, then that's a valuable relationship to have...platonic or not.

 

[hxney_jun]

my old 'crush' said he wasnt looking for a relationship too but he got into a relationship 1 week later
but i hope he is true to his words, and i hope your friendship continues !!

i mean, its been nearly a week. and nothing's changed lol
aside from actually getting messaged first now. i didn't believe it for a good two hours when he messaged me first last night. its still primarily me though. and our conversations are just friendly.
it will be harder to get closer since we don't have any classes together next semester and its currently finals week.

 

[hxney_jun]

That's fair. If he's a good person, then that's a valuable relationship to have...platonic or not.

exactly. (btw its nice to see your back on here)
he's one of the few guys i know that doesn't hesitate to talk about womens' rights current events etc and overall it just feels like losing him as anything would be a loss for me.

 

[doll]

i mean, its been nearly a week. and nothing's changed lol
aside from actually getting messaged first now. i didn't believe it for a good two hours when he messaged me first last night. its still primarily me though. and our conversations are just friendly.
it will be harder to get closer since we don't have any classes together next semester and its currently finals week.

its good hes texting first now
but you should still do it too, try to make more conversation, ask him questions about the things he says yk allat
u two could end up being besties

 

[Myth]

exactly. (btw its nice to see your back on here)
he's one of the few guys i know that doesn't hesitate to talk about womens' rights current events etc and overall it just feels like losing him as anything would be a loss for me.

Glad to see you're around too!

That's amazing. I think being around a guy like that would make me feel comfortable myself.

 

[hxney_jun]

its good hes texting first now
but you should still do it too, try to make more conversation, ask him questions about the things he says yk allat
u two could end up being besties

i mean ofc i am haha
these days its a little bit more difficult because of finals for sure. but after finding im the person he primarily talks to on instagram, i definitely haven't been worried about double texting and all of that jazz.

 

[doll]

i mean ofc i am haha
these days its a little bit more difficult because of finals for sure. but after finding im the person he primarily talks to on instagram, i definitely haven't been worried about double texting and all of that jazz.

is double texting bad??
oh no 😭
but yes, good luck on finals and i hope you two connect more

 

[hxney_jun]

Glad to see you're around too!

That's amazing. I think being around a guy like that would make me feel comfortable myself.

i hope we can talk more here <3

yeah for sure. i don't think i would have liked him as much as i do if not for that extra touch. ofc its the bare minimum, but how many guys do you know that actually meet that level?

 

[hxney_jun]

is double texting bad??
oh no 😭
but yes, good luck on finals and i hope you two connect more

well, no.
but these days i know sometimes people thinks its a bit obsessive to i tried to avoid. but evidently my crush doesn't care so i stopped caring as well.
thank you! tomorrow is my last day. i know i completely bombed today's tests. i got my period last time and the pain was so bad i could not study. even during the test i could not focus..