a specific and repeating moment in life I've come to hate.. (1 Viewer)

[kodoku]

..it's that moment when someone you care about who once cared about you too begins to lose interest in you and you can clearly feel the very moment that bond breaks.. the moment when you begin to fade out of their heart and even mind, and it feels as if your entire being is disappearing, every color just turns to gray.. you literally just helplessly stand there and hear it in their words or voice, even see it in their eyes that don't look at you the same way anymore.. personally, I've become a little numb to it.. when someone is about to leave me and I realize it I'm just like "oh, it's time.. it's happening again.." (idk if anyone will know what I'm talking about or why I'm even thinking this rn lol..)

@igloo

 

[Willow]

I CAN RELATE TO IT TOO MUCH

 

[yeji]

I relate to that so much. it feels like everyone is being that way to me after some time

 

[kodoku]

I relate to that so much. it feels like everyone is being that way to me after some time

I'm sorry hun :(( it's so true for me too though.. sometimes I wonder what I'm doing so wrong

 

[yeji]

I'm sorry hun :(( it's so true for me too though.. sometimes I wonder what I'm doing so wrong

that‘s what I used to think too. honestly we are too good for that. it‘s their loss at the end.

 

[kodoku]

that‘s what I used to think too. honestly we are too good for that. it‘s their loss at the end.

I'm glad you think this way :)

 

[yeji]

I'm glad you think this way :)

I think this is something we both need to learn.

 

[igloo]

i've usually just felt like it was never there in the first place
these days things aren't even face to face for me anymore
but when they were i never felt someone looked at me as anything special
and don't worry kodu
i won't lose interest