this isn't going to be lengthy. apart from the fact that i never knew her all that well, as a fan or as a friend, i just don't want to make a spectacle of her death. i don't want to contribute to it.
but there are just some thoughts i've been keeping in my head all day.
when i found out about her death, i was literally fresh from an appointment because i was having suicidal thoughts again. despite my own mental state, this was shocking. i'd only seen a few pictures of her before. of course, she's beautiful. i had no idea she was in so much pain.
i am angry. i'm angry at... i'm angry at big-names like k-pop junkee on youtube. i may get flak for this but in his new video he says towards the end, "suicide is never the answer. it only passes your pain towards the people who truly care about you the most."
i'm angry that she has literally killed herself and people are still finding ways to criticize her for it. i don't give a damn that their intentions are good. just stop it. stop saying "iu will be so hurt." stop saying suicide only hurts other people.
jinri is the victim here. she is the victim here. no doubt, her loved ones are deeply affected. but this is not about anyone else. this is about choi jinri/sulli.
rest well. you didn't deserve this. you deserved so much better.
but there are just some thoughts i've been keeping in my head all day.
when i found out about her death, i was literally fresh from an appointment because i was having suicidal thoughts again. despite my own mental state, this was shocking. i'd only seen a few pictures of her before. of course, she's beautiful. i had no idea she was in so much pain.
i am angry. i'm angry at... i'm angry at big-names like k-pop junkee on youtube. i may get flak for this but in his new video he says towards the end, "suicide is never the answer. it only passes your pain towards the people who truly care about you the most."
i'm angry that she has literally killed herself and people are still finding ways to criticize her for it. i don't give a damn that their intentions are good. just stop it. stop saying "iu will be so hurt." stop saying suicide only hurts other people.
jinri is the victim here. she is the victim here. no doubt, her loved ones are deeply affected. but this is not about anyone else. this is about choi jinri/sulli.
rest well. you didn't deserve this. you deserved so much better.