Sensitive Anyone else feeling indifferent toward their favorite ship (1 Viewer)

[kisshuhua09baby]

BossNoeul were my first ship and have been my no.1 for a while but recently rewatching has made me not like them much anymore at least in LITA their original series. The way that they met in the first episode gives me off vibes. Im not a fan of the quid pro quo thing they had going on. Looking back Rain seemed really uncomfortable in that first encounter they had in Phayu's place. I don't think it's a stretch to say he literally forced himself on the boy in retrospect. I don't consider that cute, sexy, loving, or a good introduction to your show in the first episode. I was 13 when i discovered LITA/Thai BL in general and had way less insight than I do now. Looking back, this shouldn't have been how they started out. Because no matter how much Phayu does start to actually care for his junior later on, the beginning still comes to leave a sour taste in my mouth