Are you happy? (1 Viewer)

[kodoku]

Or not? What do you think is the root of your happiness or misery? Have you always been this way or have things changed a lot and if so, in what way?

Spoiler: me

I'm not really fully happy, but I wouldn't say I'm that miserable either. I just have things that bother me about me and my life, and also so many dreams I want to achieve and it drives me to keep going... Idk... it's kinda weird, but I just wanna do so much, even now... but I can't seem to make it rn heh >_< the root of my happiness is just who I am, the way I view this world, and all the dreams I want to reach.........and the root of my misery is my trauma and mental illness, ocd, and my job too I think.. but I'll keep trying and hopefully I make it someday soon

 

[Abeamus]

I would say so, now if I can get my sleep schedule fixed i'd be even better lol

 

[dokyeomon]

I really don't even know tbh sksks sometimes I feel like I am and that I have nothing to worry about but then I get these really depressive episodes and it's just...

I'm fine.

 

[honeyfornomoney]

Yup, I stopped thinking negatively and now things are going good :*****

 

[DrowningFishy]

I'm not fully happy either, I more or less reached a stagnant point in my life. SO much of the American life has wore me down now that I realized how many years I wasted on saying I'll do this when I have teh money. You know the whole work your self to death, worry about money, sleep - rinse and repeat. I'm on my second day off and I don't know what to do with myself because I usually work 6 days a week.

 

[jasque]

I'll be very happy if I defeat those 2 Khezus today

 

[Wingfrost]

I don't feel awful but I wouldn't consider myself happy either, I don't know how to explain it really. When I was younger I was a really happy person and a lot different from the person that I am today and I constantly am hoping to get to that place again.

 

[Sory]

My thoughts are lost in a thick fog. I sometimes have small glimmers of joy, but they remain fragmented. If I looked at my life from a distance, I’ll only see the emptiness, the glimmers wouldn’t be visible. And yet, I do not feel miserable. It's an emotion that asks me too much energy. Most of the time, I'm just numb.

 

[kodoku]

My thoughts are lost in a thick fog. I sometimes have small glimmers of joy, but they remain fragmented. If I looked at my life from a distance, I’ll only see the emptiness, the glimmers wouldn’t be visible. And yet, I do not feel miserable. It's an emotion that asks me too much energy. Most of the time, I'm just numb.

beautifully written and very true. You have a beautiful soul and deserve all the happiness in the world <3