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I listened to Eminem's newest album with my eldest daughter (as we're both huge Eminem fans) and it was going great. But, then, this song came on.....
And it literally broke me!
This song, Eminem wrote for Hailie, and it's a song for her for when he passes and it got me thinking of my own Hayley (who was literally cuddled right next to me as we listened to it).
Hayley has been my rock for the last 15 years of my life and the reason for why I want to wake up every morning. I honestly don't know where (or even if) my life would be at now if she never came into my world, and I could never express enough just how much she is my entire world. There are no words in existence that could fully describe the kind of love that I feel for her.
And just like in Eminem's song. My biggest concern in life is the aftermath of when I am gone... Not for myself, but for my daughters. It scares me to think that one day they will have to walk into a future where I am not beside them. And I know, that out of all of my daughters, it would hit Hayley the hardest. And not just because she is the eldest, and would feel that she has to be there for her younger sisters. But, just because of how, since the day that she was born, we have always had this incredibly close bond and connection together. She is my mini me, my shadow and my bestfriend.
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I just needed to get all of that off of my chest. Because this song just hit me like a damn tsunami of emotions.
And it literally broke me!
This song, Eminem wrote for Hailie, and it's a song for her for when he passes and it got me thinking of my own Hayley (who was literally cuddled right next to me as we listened to it).
Hayley has been my rock for the last 15 years of my life and the reason for why I want to wake up every morning. I honestly don't know where (or even if) my life would be at now if she never came into my world, and I could never express enough just how much she is my entire world. There are no words in existence that could fully describe the kind of love that I feel for her.
And just like in Eminem's song. My biggest concern in life is the aftermath of when I am gone... Not for myself, but for my daughters. It scares me to think that one day they will have to walk into a future where I am not beside them. And I know, that out of all of my daughters, it would hit Hayley the hardest. And not just because she is the eldest, and would feel that she has to be there for her younger sisters. But, just because of how, since the day that she was born, we have always had this incredibly close bond and connection together. She is my mini me, my shadow and my bestfriend.
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I just needed to get all of that off of my chest. Because this song just hit me like a damn tsunami of emotions.
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