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[kuro]

I mean our post count is almost the same, so you are catching up. I've barely posted these past two days anyways

sucks for you I take every opportunity I get *evil laugh* mwahahahahah

 

[kuro]

Lmao I'll spill here might take a sec though lol

yes yes yes I need some tea

 

[lexus]

sucks for you I take every opportunity I get *evil laugh* mwahahahahah

 

[gongchan]

yes yes yes I need some tea

AIGHT SO BASICALLY my step dad and his ex DO NOT get along at all anymore because his ex wife is an insecure bitch who hates my mother for caring about her kid, my step sister. So,,,there is a lot that has happened, but to sum it up, my sis has basically decided its 'jUsT bEtTeR' to not come over to my house anymore because my stepdad and her mom can't get along (keep in mind it is completely his ex's fault smh). She is almost 16 but still acts controlled by her mother, even though she will be able to drive by herself soon and could come over here if she wanted,,,but nope. Like idc if you don't want to see me ig,,,even though all I have ever wanted was a sister. She has been around in my family for about 7 years (since my step dad and mom got together) and now she is just leaving us??? Like ok bitch?? Idc if you leave me or my mom or my step dad but she is straight up about to walk out on my brother. He is 8 years old, has autism, doesn't understand why he can't see one of his sisters anymore. I literally am SO BEYOND PISSED at that,,,like anyone who knows me knows how protective I am of my lil bro. You hurt him you hurt me. I can't stand to see him so sad and not understanding his feelings or why she isn't around barely ever anymore,,,,

Ok thats the simplified tea,,,ooooof

 

[kuro]

AIGHT SO BASICALLY my step dad and his ex DO NOT get along at all anymore because his ex wife is an insecure bitch who hates my mother for caring about her kid, my step sister. So,,,there is a lot that has happened, but to sum it up, my sis has basically decided its 'jUsT bEtTeR' to not come over to my house anymore because my stepdad and her mom can't get along (keep in mind it is completely his ex's fault smh). She is almost 16 but still acts controlled by her mother, even though she will be able to drive by herself soon and could come over here if she wanted,,,but nope. Like idc if you don't want to see me ig,,,even though all I have ever wanted was a sister. She has been around in my family for about 7 years (since my step dad and mom got together) and now she is just leaving us??? Like ok bitch?? Idc if you leave me or my mom or my step dad but she is straight up about to walk out on my brother. He is 8 years old, has autism, doesn't understand why he can't see one of his sisters anymore. I literally am SO BEYOND PISSED at that,,,like anyone who knows me knows how protective I am of my lil bro. You hurt him you hurt me. I can't stand to see him so sad and not understanding his feelings or why she isn't around barely ever anymore,,,,

Ok thats the simplified tea,,,ooooof

what a bitch
she sounds misguided though, maybe try calling her

and your brother sounds adorable
that's how I am with my sister

she has severe anxiety, and basically keeps to herself ALL the time, mental problems
so she can't pick up on social clues and when people are insulting her, she doesn't get it, she hasn't talked enough to get it

so she has to stop me from interfering because I hate the look on her face when she finally gets how they insulted her
it's so sad, I get you

we must protect them, so innocent omg

 

[gongchan]

what a bitch
she sounds misguided though, maybe try calling her

and your brother sounds adorable
that's how I am with my sister

she has severe anxiety, and basically keeps to herself ALL the time, mental problems
so she can't pick up on social clues and when people are insulting her, she doesn't get it, she hasn't talked enough to get it

so she has to stop me from interfering because I hate the look on her face when she finally gets how they insulted her
it's so sad, I get you

we must protect them, so innocent omg

Yeah she just came over to our house right now,,,after being at her boyfriend's all day and missing out on seeing my brother awake ugh

Awww, yesh we must protect

 

[kuro]

Yeah she just came over to our house right now,,,after being at her boyfriend's all day and missing out on seeing my brother awake ugh

Awww, yesh we must protect

oh ooof
maybe talk to her, she's older so ask her instead of waiting for her to approach you

believe me, I made that mistake ALL the time when I was younger
they won't come to you


protecc

 

[gongchan]

oh ooof
maybe talk to her, she's older so ask her instead of waiting for her to approach you

believe me, I made that mistake ALL the time when I was younger
they won't come to you


protecc

Oof yeah I tried to right when she got home but she just went straight to her room to sleep :/// whatever though ig

 

[kuro]

Oof yeah I tried to right when she got home but she just went straight to her room to sleep :/// whatever though ig

try again in the morning, after your run or whatever
you have to talk to her to figure out your relationship

 

[gongchan]

try again in the morning, after your run or whatever
you have to talk to her to figure out your relationship

Ughhh yeah ikkk :') talking irl is just NOT my thing

 

[kuro]

Ughhh yeah ikkk :') talking irl is just NOT my thing

I can't relate, talking is not the hard part, it's being sincere for me

 

[gongchan]

I can't relate, talking is not the hard part, it's being sincere for me

Ah, I see. I understand that

 

[kuro]

Ah, I see. I understand that

I can't lie to people
when I hate them, it clearly shows, even when I'm apologizing for something I CLEARLY messed up on

I'm such a shitty person wow

 

[gongchan]

I can't lie to people
when I hate them, it clearly shows, even when I'm apologizing for something I CLEARLY messed up on

I'm such a shitty person wow

No, you're not. Everyone has some things they are just bad at, doesn't make you shiity, even if there are times you are in the wrong because of how you act.

You are like the opposite of how I am irl. I've been lying about my feelings to people irl forever that I'm just,,,good at it. Look who the shitty one is now?

 

[kuro]

No, you're not. Everyone has some things they are just bad at, doesn't make you shiity, even if there are times you are in the wrong because of how you act.

You are like the opposite of how I am irl. I've been lying about my feelings to people irl forever that I'm just,,,good at it. Look who the shitty one is now?

we're equally shitty
everybody is shitty

damn this is deep xD

 

[gongchan]

we're equally shitty
everybody is shitty

damn this is deep xD

You know I tend to make conversations way too deep o_O oops

 

[kuro]

You know I tend to make conversations way too deep o_O oops

ooof, I'm heading to bed soon, maybe you should get sleep too

 

[gongchan]

ooof, I'm heading to bed soon, maybe you should get sleep too

Yeah :/// I have trouble sleeping, so I doubt I'd be able to, but I should definitely try! Most nights my body doesn't let me sleep until like 3-4 am lol

 

[kuro]

Yeah :/// I have trouble sleeping, so I doubt I'd be able to, but I should definitely try! Most nights my body doesn't let me sleep until like 3-4 am lol

I always drink some type of tea, I think I have lotus right now, but it HELPS me sleep, especially with caffeine xD
I can't explain it, but it gives me a drowsy feeling

 

[gongchan]

I always drink some type of tea, I think I have lotus right now, but it HELPS me sleep, especially with caffeine xD
I can't explain it, but it gives me a drowsy feeling

Caffeine does? Thats interesting lmao. Caffeine doesn't ever affect me it seems lol. I do drink a lot of tea and coffee though. Coffee in the mornings and tea at night = the only thing that keeps me going but what I do for sleep is listen to the non-talking ASMR videos. I have a weird obsession with ASMR lol