
i mean yeah lol in a way is a benefit. but i dont just m,easn: "oh i have this event lets chsck the time" I mean like with every little thing i do. When i started eatting, when I stopped, when i brushed my teeth, when i finished, or when i was litte: when I asked to get a drink of water at the fountain, and when i returned..those all actually sound sort of useful...i cant think of a good example of something irrelevant, but yeah, though i cant think of one now, it does happen for even the stupidiest tiniest things, ...or like even, i have to note what time i set the plate down that i am about to make my lunch on. why would i need this info? i dont. and whats 'obsessive' and annoying about it is i end up having those times logged in my head for a while, its not like i just am trying to make sure im on schedule and then forget....its important for me to remmeber them, calculate them

, i get very stressed if i forget a time i shouldnt have...i guess thats whats obsessive about it. the habit is good for somethings but time and brain space wasting for others, and causes me some stress