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I don’t mean purposely not talking to someone to just be rude, but basically when your feeling too exhausted, overwhelmed and anxious to even try to keep a conversation going so you just say as little as possible to keep yourself as calm as you can…
I guess to better explain how it is for me is it feels like I’m being slowly suffocated when I’m being talked to and the times I try to respond to hopefully not be rude I’m extremely shaky and talking really fast. And then when the person continues to add to the conversation I again feel so suffocated and just want to run away to be able to relax. It honestly feels like my body is just barely keeping me from having a panic attack. This all only usually happens to me after a lot of stress, and I think it’s from the trip I went on with my mom, it was all extremely stressful and the only time it wasn’t was when we were at our airbnb. I think it’s all just catching up to me but I feel like all I have to do is drop a pen and I’ll crack.

I wanna add that I am fine… Or I will be fine in a few days once this passes but I suppose I just needed to talk about it and i have nowhere else to do that.
I guess to better explain how it is for me is it feels like I’m being slowly suffocated when I’m being talked to and the times I try to respond to hopefully not be rude I’m extremely shaky and talking really fast. And then when the person continues to add to the conversation I again feel so suffocated and just want to run away to be able to relax. It honestly feels like my body is just barely keeping me from having a panic attack. This all only usually happens to me after a lot of stress, and I think it’s from the trip I went on with my mom, it was all extremely stressful and the only time it wasn’t was when we were at our airbnb. I think it’s all just catching up to me but I feel like all I have to do is drop a pen and I’ll crack.
I wanna add that I am fine… Or I will be fine in a few days once this passes but I suppose I just needed to talk about it and i have nowhere else to do that.