do you feel loved and appreciated? (1 Viewer)

[yeji]

I guess I do. I have my moments when I would like to feel it more, especially because I am kinda lonely now with all my friends leaving due to the coronavirus, other friends from home moved to UK but I can't see them because of the virus... I only have one close person actually here. Of course, I still talk to my parents and friends and they love me, but it's not the same.

Also, I hope you are gonna feel better compa. Even if I am not on discord, you can always reach me on insta if u need someone to talk to

yeah your situation is difficult. you must worry a lot about those back home. Things really have changed.

I know compa

 

[yeji]

you are def. my favorite and bestest mother
but I love you so much and would do anything for you as well

that's why we are the absolut best mother - daughther duo there is.

 

[kuro]

that's why we are the absolut best mother - daughther duo there is.

of course, nobody even comes close

 

[bulletproof]

yeah your situation is difficult. you must worry a lot about those back home. Things really have changed.

I know compa

yeah, I do, I'm super stressed about a lot of things, had a breakdown everyday lately...

 

[yeji]

of course, nobody even comes close

no one even dares

 

[yeji]

yeah, I do, I'm super stressed about a lot of things, had a breakdown everyday lately...

yeah the stress level for sure has risin for a lot of people. hope you are taking care of yourself

 

[bulletproof]

yeah the stress level for sure has risin for a lot of people. hope you are taking care of yourself

it really did...
you too compa.

 

[Mew]

Eh, don't know dont really notice.

 

[Darkseid]

Sometimes, sometimes not.
As long as I love myself, it's ok in the end.

 

[NASA]

I spent a whole year in a friendship with someone that made me feel like the best person in the world like I was floating on the clouds but who would make me feel like the biggest hinderance and inconvenience to them the next minute. I've never felt as high as I felt then but I haven't felt as low either, but i'm making my way up there to the clouds again, but i'm taking a much more stable path this time! I feel like im pretty good friends with a lot of people here now but i'm still relatively new as well so there's still so much more love I can give and also receive, but i'm already so happy and I feel so appreciated just for being myself <3

p.s. ilysm jen <3

 

[Abeamus]

Most of the time, I have rare moments where I don't but I try to address those moments and move on as I know my worth and that's what counts at the end of the day.

Love you liebling

 

[kinnie]

I would like to think so but eh? I never really think about it because I'm so busy but it would be nice to hear from someone. I'm not really close to anyone in my family and after high school, all of my friends dipped. My ex-best friend was too miserable to be around so now it's just me and my animals. lol I'm glad I've discovered KPS tho, it's a great community and it's a place where I actually feel accepted.

Also, I'm sorry to hear you're down in the dumps.
Just know you're an amazing individual and
it'll all work out eventually~

 

[Wingfrost]

Maybe by my mom. But everyone else in my life not really...

 

[melancholia]

Spoiler

I feel invisible sometimes. I know that people care, and it would be selfish for me to deny it, but it feels like no one cares. I'm lonely, I feel mentally alone. It feels as if I'm important to no one, and I haven't made an impact on someone's life. I don't feel at home anywhere, I just feel alone everywhere I go. Whether it is virtual or reality, I feel unneeded.

 

[LeeriaYa]

I can relate to the feeling alot. When I'm online. I'm terrible at replying. I have a certain number of times I reply to people and then I run off. I think of what I just did and it doesn't feel comforting. People tell me they love me and tell me they appreciate me but I don't believe that. I truly believe people only tolerate me for the compliments I give.

Even the most loving and affectionate people to someone are very lonely because they kind of find comfort in the solitude knowing your feelings can't be hurt. Or because they truly don't feel secure from how people treat them even if their personality is a beautiful gleam.

I truly do cherish you though and hope you feel appreciated more often. What you feel is very validated and just shows that sometimes when you feel a great runner's high. The runner always becomes tired.




Keep smiling, Je Je <3

 

[yeji]

I spent a whole year in a friendship with someone that made me feel like the best person in the world like I was floating on the clouds but who would make me feel like the biggest hinderance and inconvenience to them the next minute. I've never felt as high as I felt then but I haven't felt as low either, but i'm making my way up there to the clouds again, but i'm taking a much more stable path this time! I feel like im pretty good friends with a lot of people here now but i'm still relatively new as well so there's still so much more love I can give and also receive, but i'm already so happy and I feel so appreciated just for being myself <3

p.s. ilysm jen <3

it‘s a relief that you are moving past that friendship and getting better in a healthy way. you deserve only good thingsy

ilysm too

 

[yeji]

Most of the time, I have rare moments where I don't but I try to address those moments and move on as I know my worth and that's what counts at the end of the day.

Love you liebling

that‘s the right mindset love you too

 

[yeji]

I would like to think so but eh? I never really think about it because I'm so busy but it would be nice to hear from someone. I'm not really close to anyone in my family and after high school, all of my friends dipped. My ex-best friend was too miserable to be around so now it's just me and my animals. lol I'm glad I've discovered KPS tho, it's a great community and it's a place where I actually feel accepted.

Also, I'm sorry to hear you're down in the dumps.
Just know you're an amazing individual and
it'll all work out eventually~

I totally get you and what you said. glad you are here on ks now and are enjoying yourself

 

[yeji]

Maybe by my mom. But everyone else in my life not really...

oh hun. I appreciate you

 

[yeji]

Spoiler

I feel invisible sometimes. I know that people care, and it would be selfish for me to deny it, but it feels like no one cares. I'm lonely, I feel mentally alone. It feels as if I'm important to no one, and I haven't made an impact on someone's life. I don't feel at home anywhere, I just feel alone everywhere I go. Whether it is virtual or reality, I feel unneeded.

Spoiler

that‘s a lot of heavy feelings. please remember that I will always be here if you need someone to talk to. I care about you a lot