not really, but there is this weird habit i have for a long time and by that i mean i always listen to a certain older song before i go to sleep because when i was younger i used to be scared that a huge tree standing near my house could fall down and kill me during the night so i wanted this exact song to be the last thing i ever watch/listen to in case that happens (it never did). i still do that every night even though i'm obviously no longer scared of that tree
