The more I know an idol the less ability I have to nsfw them. the wild stories no longer fit what I know about them and that takes the very essence of that story right out of it. I end up deleting most of my fics because they no longer fit the person. Idols that are close to being my ult bias actually no longer have any of that sort of story about them for that reason. By the by all idols I do nsfw fantasies about are all 18+ int;l age for obvious reasons.