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It's the 8th year in a row that I am wishing my idol on his birthday. Coincidentally, it also happens to be the day he takes a step forward in fulfilling his duty towards his nation. Years ago when I was feeling like I was trapped in the middle of a stormy sea with no sunshine in sight, he came in my life as a lighthouse. He guided me onto his island and has kept me safe and happy until now. Whenever I felt sad or lonely, I would just look at him and felt the warmth of his light. Slowly but surely, I have recuperated on his island for all this year and now I realise, I am strong enough to stand on my own and feel happy with myself, without having to selfishly take the warmth his light provided. Yes, I say selfishly because that's how I feel. I keep feeling happy because of him but am unable to give anything in return that could be as precious as the courage and peace him and his music have given me. I can only pray that he also finds his own lighthouse whenever he needs it and finds his inner peace too.
1.5 years will pass by before we know it and he'll be back to sharing his light with us again. But now I feel strong enough to not have to selfishly rely on him anymore. By the time he comes back I will be strong enough to be happy on my own and welcome him back to us as an idol.
Happy Birthday and safe enlistment Baekhyun.
1.5 years will pass by before we know it and he'll be back to sharing his light with us again. But now I feel strong enough to not have to selfishly rely on him anymore. By the time he comes back I will be strong enough to be happy on my own and welcome him back to us as an idol.
Happy Birthday and safe enlistment Baekhyun.
