Have you ever had to let things go? (1 Viewer)

[Hajima]

I once had a very good job when I first graduated from university with very good income I never will ever get to have such a payment in my life again... everyone there was super nice and I had lots of friends but the job was kind of hard and I was suffering of extreme panic attacks during the time sometimes I would wake up and feel like I am going to die of a heart attack my mind will be so fuzzy and my body will go numb it was so scary I delt with it for 2 years I was pretty good doing my job then the last year I was so bad i had 10 absents but I had sick leaves for them some days I will be late for around 1 hour and during work I would go out to hospital leaving my job and work... I somehow didn't trust anyone and couldn't tell them.. because everyone will think I am crazy.. a lot of people are still ignorant about mental health.. then the last 3 months i was truly bad and everyone thinking I am being am lazy so I felt embarrassed and I had to quit my job... I couldn't deal with my panic attack and feel of shame too.... I dropped some hints to my boss But he didn't get it lol i know I will probably never had a job like this again but what is the point of money if I am not happy now I get about half the salary I had before but I am so much happier

1) I no longer get these panic attacks..
2) I am happy with no financial problems..

 

[yeji]

I think I am currently at that place to think about if I should let go or continue.
What I am studying at university is intresting but it's giving me a difficult time and I don't know why.
I am unsure if I should continue or start fresh with something else.

 

[Mew]

Yeah, I had to sacrifice alot of opportunities, jobs, education etc. due to my mother mental illness and having younger siblings to take care of. My life would be very different if I decided to say fuck it and was 100% selfish and let my mother kill herself and let my siblings go into a severely broken care system....
I mean I would live a decent life but I wouldnt have liked the person I would have become.
But I chose to do what I felt I needed to do... And still is why I'm still struggling to survive but it is what it is.

 

[jasque]

I let go most people in my life

Its too much work going after people