I'm not really back to business, but I need to reply when late Christmas wonders happen here.
To be honest, I feared that you had such massive problems because of your very cryptic thread back then. My father had two strokes, so I might be more sensitized. But I'm very relieved now ... because I was afraid that you wouldn't be there anymore. You are alive, that's all that matters! The brain is capable of regeneration at any age, just give your cells a bit more time. By the way, it's impressive that you can write again perfectly!
Writing is a good brain training too, so KPS might be still useful for you.
Every time I posted a new J-Metal MV, I thought about you.
But who cares if you unstan PassCode (or any other Japanese band)? There are literally thousands of bands out there you can listen to. As
@Boyo mentioned, KPS isn't K-Pop/J-Pop only. First and foremost KPS is a community of amazing people that came together.
You belong to KPS - regardless of your taste in music. Even if you would only listen to the sound of rain from now on, I would be happy to talk with you about your rainy days.
I wish you only the best! Thanks for the (too few!) conversations we had about Metal, idols, and other topics.