how alive do you usually feel? (1 Viewer)

[kodoku]

you know that feeling when you're just lively and your heart feels full somehow (idk how to describe it well lol..) I remember feeling alive at some point in the past and I really would like to feel that way a bit more often.... it's been some time since I've managed to write anything too, I haven't even been feeling inspired in at least that sense lately.. :// the only thing making my heart race is anxiety .. soo how about you? :P

 

[Willow]

it doesn't happen a lot to me

 

[daesuki]

I don't usually feel alive? I think I used to get that feeling when I group I absolutely adore comebacks, but now I'm just kinda going with life and not really thinking. The closest I got was when Day6 comebacked, but it didn't last for a while, just the title song

 

[Willow]

I don't usually feel alive? I think I used to get that feeling when I group I absolutely adore comebacks, but now I'm just kinda going with life and not really thinking. The closest I got was when Day6 comebacked, but it didn't last for a while, just the title song

I am like you but there aren't many songs that affected me that way recently

 

[JoanaIsHere]

I feel disconnected to my body and emotions. Whenever I’m walking somewhere where there’s railings and I look at my hands, I feel like I’m watching through somebody else’s body LOL

Playing, writing, and singing songs makes me feel a little bit happy. I think I feel this way though because of a lot of guilt, embarrassment, and other stuff like that in general

 

[jasque]

Mortastic

 

[rubytrack]

haven't been feeling that as much as I wanted to lately

 

[honeyfornomoney]

Lately I feel alive all the time uwu

 

[dark_tranquility]

Almost always never. Been dead inside for many years and never had that spark return.
Tbh I don't think I've ever been happy. I always have a reason to doubt happiness.

I don't believe being alive is in my life at all.

being axed from a job that I thought would lead places
and being dumped by countless women, really makes me even feel being alive actually exists.
As I said in another thread, I just pretend.