step 1: stay up late even though you have to start your day early and then work until midnight so that you can become a zombie who pretends to be a functioning human just like Octodad
step 2: watch SAS-ASMR when you have nothing to eat
step 3: repeat every day
step 2: watch SAS-ASMR when you have nothing to eat
step 3: repeat every day
so what about you fellow masochists? what is your fav way of torturing yourself? please share here